Afrikancel
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I think it is time I come clean about my past. I hope I don't lose any respect around here nor disappoint you.
Between the ages of 11-15 I was a legit Tyrone. My confidence was unimaginably high. I was high on life. I had a school reunion recently with some of the dudes and they were shocked and saddened to see me become what I am today. They had a look of pity in their eyes. I was their god once. I am nothing now. I had legit female interest from the stacies of my school during middle school and early high school. Foids used to post on social media how much they like me (no cope) and girls would legit sexually assault me. At the time I was the literal top dog and had fantastic social skills. I was friends with everyone and had many orbitters. I used to bully, steal, fight, read, play sports everyday. Literally lived the Spartan and Athenian lifestyle. I had it all. There were times when I was even genuinrly haopy. My parents however ruined my youth by being overbearing and overly protective. I was essentially locked in my house everyday for months at a time. I wasn't allowed to go outside. This slowly turned me into a pc loser. I was invited to kids parties but to go I literally had to beg my parents as a kid. My friends house was a 2 minute walk from my house and it was still extremely difficult to go. Additionally, a marked lack of access to technology made social media impossible. I missed out on all the drama and fell out of social relevance. I had to ask a friend for updates on social media. I would be told regularly that girls post about me. I occassionally lurk 6+ years later on social media and see these posts by hot sexy JB's (all used up thots now) desperate to lose their virginity to me and it feels me with a deep melancholy. The hottest girls in school were interested in me and once I made it clear I couldn't be what they wanted, they found other males to lose their virginity to i the subsequent months/years. I am certain this isolation and parental pressure was the source of all my mental issues.
I resent my parents for it to this day. My life would have been better had I been given more freedom. Everything I wanted was there for me, I just had to grab it. I resent them for ruining my life. I pay for it to this day.
Between the ages of 11-15 I was a legit Tyrone. My confidence was unimaginably high. I was high on life. I had a school reunion recently with some of the dudes and they were shocked and saddened to see me become what I am today. They had a look of pity in their eyes. I was their god once. I am nothing now. I had legit female interest from the stacies of my school during middle school and early high school. Foids used to post on social media how much they like me (no cope) and girls would legit sexually assault me. At the time I was the literal top dog and had fantastic social skills. I was friends with everyone and had many orbitters. I used to bully, steal, fight, read, play sports everyday. Literally lived the Spartan and Athenian lifestyle. I had it all. There were times when I was even genuinrly haopy. My parents however ruined my youth by being overbearing and overly protective. I was essentially locked in my house everyday for months at a time. I wasn't allowed to go outside. This slowly turned me into a pc loser. I was invited to kids parties but to go I literally had to beg my parents as a kid. My friends house was a 2 minute walk from my house and it was still extremely difficult to go. Additionally, a marked lack of access to technology made social media impossible. I missed out on all the drama and fell out of social relevance. I had to ask a friend for updates on social media. I would be told regularly that girls post about me. I occassionally lurk 6+ years later on social media and see these posts by hot sexy JB's (all used up thots now) desperate to lose their virginity to me and it feels me with a deep melancholy. The hottest girls in school were interested in me and once I made it clear I couldn't be what they wanted, they found other males to lose their virginity to i the subsequent months/years. I am certain this isolation and parental pressure was the source of all my mental issues.
I resent my parents for it to this day. My life would have been better had I been given more freedom. Everything I wanted was there for me, I just had to grab it. I resent them for ruining my life. I pay for it to this day.