[Venting] Anyone else angry at how dellusional they used to be?

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I remember I had a crush on a girl during HS and of course, she brutally rejected me. Such a brutal experience for my, then bluepilled, 17yo mind.

In the following years, around 3rd year into uni, I started fapping and sex became a priority. Before 20, I didn't care so much about sex, I was like "It will happen at some point" and I was more interested in romance.

Anyway, in order to lose my virginity, I started applying redpill tactics like NoFap, lifting, haircuts, cold showers, approaching. All the girls I approahced were uninterested of course. Rejection made it hard to stay on NoFap.

At some point, I stumbled upon my HS crush while riding the bus to home. Surprisingly, she was very nice to me. She initiated a conversation, she asked me stuff about college, asked me what I was gonna do later during the day. I felt warmth for first time in my life.

She asked me what I was gonna do in the holidays and I proudly told her that I was gonna study hard to get my degreee. And she replied "go for it" and being bluepilled af, I thought that she cared about me so I went ahead and studied and passed all my courses.

After the exams were over, I met her again at the bus stop and we bagan talking. She said "Hey the bus is here", we got on, she went to sit, all the other seats except for the one next to her were taken so she told me to sit next to her.

We chatted, she was good to me, even offered me some chewing gum she had bought. I fell for the whole NoFap attraction pseudoscience so i thought she like me and asked her out. And of course it didn't go well. She never liked me sexually. She never wanted to have sex with me. I was so delluded.

You can't fucking go from a subhuman loser to fucking a 7/10 girl. It's impossible. All the guys that fucked her were chads with huge social circles. I had nothing. No looks, no friends. I'm a worthless piece of shit.
 
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I remember I had a crush on a girl during HS and of course, she brutally rejected me. Such a brutal experience for my, then bluepilled, 17yo mind.

In the following years, around 3rd year into uni, I started fapping and sex became a priority. Before 20, I didn't care so much about sex, I was like "It will happen at some point" and I was more interested in romance.

Anyway, in order to lose my virginity, I started applying redpill tactics like NoFap, lifting, haircuts, cold showers, approaching. All the girls I approahced were uninterested of course. Rejection made it hard to stay on NoFap.

At some point, I stumbled upon my HS crush while riding the bus to home. Surprisingly, she was very nice to me. She initiated a conversation, she asked me stuff about college, asked me what I was gonna do later during the day. I felt warmth for first time in my life.

She asked me what I was gonna do in the holidays and I proudly told her that I was gonna study hard to get my degreee. And she replied "go for it" and being bluepilled af, I thought that she cared about me so I went ahead and studied and passed all my courses.

After the exams were over, I met her again at the bus stop and we bagan talking. She said "Hey the bus is here", we got on, she went to sit, all the other seats except for the one next to her were taken so she told me to sit next to her.

We chatted, she was good to me, even offered me some chewing gum she had bought. I fell for the whole NoFap attraction pseudoscience so i thought she like me and asked her out. And of course it didn't go well. She never liked me sexually. She never wanted to have sex with me. I was so delluded.

You can't fucking go from a subhuman loser to fucking a 7/10 girl. It's impossible. All the guys that fucked her were chads with huge social circles. I had nothing. No looks, no friends. I'm a worthless piece of shit.
Bro back in my day I felt the same way you did a lot of the time. I HATE it when I dont know if a female is just being nice to me or flirting with me. I hate hate hate hate hate it.
 
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Bro back in my day I felt the same way you did a lot of the time. I HATE it when I dont know if a female is just being nice to me or flirting with me. I hate hate hate hate hate it.
You get blackpilled through experience but being blackpilled from the start would save me a lot of trouble
 
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Your HS crush is 5/10 not 7/10
Don't give your seat to your HS crush's mother while being in the bus
Don't binge cope watching porn all day
Stop the cuck mentality
 
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Your HS crush is 5/10 not 7/10
Don't give your seat to your HS crush's mother while being in the bus
Don't binge cope watching porn all day
Stop the cuck mentality
Lol at this cope that she is a 5/10. I rarely see a batter looking girl
 
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Lol at this cope that she is a 5/10. I rarely see a batter looking girl
You are still bluepilled
you said yourself the other people rated her 5/10 only a girl decided to rate her 6/10 :feelsgah:
 
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You are still bluepilled
you said yourself the other people rated her 5/10 only a girl decided to rate her 6/10 :feelsgah:
Have you ever loved?
 
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Your HS crush is 5/10 not 7/10
Don't give your seat to your HS crush's mother while being in the bus
Don't binge cope watching porn all day
Stop the cuck mentality
 
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Althought I understand you, I feel like posts like this are detrimental to this community. You can always go back to incels.me
 
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Althought I understand you, I feel like posts like this are detrimental to this community. You can always go back to incels.me
I got banned from incels.me
 
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I remember I had a crush on a girl during HS and of course, she brutally rejected me. Such a brutal experience for my, then bluepilled, 17yo mind.
These were the hardest times for me before ascending. Focus on looksmaxing and maybe you can bury those thoughts like I have
 
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You do post some interesting stories tho. If you wrote all this in an ebook would definitely buy ngl
 
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If you ever realize what's really going on.
That oneitis chit truly doesn't exist.
It's some blue pill chit that the media and movies keep force feeding you.

Women instinctively hate needy men and they will straight up tear your heart out.
You should just treat them like objects like they have been treated for centuries.
 
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These were the hardest times for me before ascending. Focus on looksmaxing and maybe you can bury those thoughts like I have
Thoughts are enver burried
If you ever realize what's really going on.
That oneitis chit truly doesn't exist.
It's some blue pill chit that the media and movies keep force feeding you.

Women instinctively hate needy men and they will straight up tear your heart out.
You should just treat them like objects like they have been treated for centuries.
Cope.
 

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