LordGodcat
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Im 20 years old now and find it so hard to make friends and talk to people. I think it is because my dad used to beat me like a dog when I was little and fucked up my neurotransmitters during childhood and important developmental years ded srs. Now Im scared to even do anything or go outside much nowadays. I get scared by sudden movements like for example when someone would bring their hand up to give me a high-five I would flinch, or even when a bird fly too close to me I would cower in fear. Im KHHV and pretty much no experience talking to girls.
Whenever I check FB and Insta (ultimate suifuel ) I see everyone is out having fun and making memories, meanwhile I celebrated my 18th birthday wageslaving (my dad forced me to work for his business btw and would beat me if I disobeyed him). Pls help me NT max boyos, what will I tell people when they ask about my hobbies, interests, aspirations??? I like to play videogames and post on incel forums?
I don't have any game or any social skills whatsoever or even any normie hobbies like going to parties, play sports and listen to music. One time a girl talked to me and conversation went something like this:
Her: "Hey LordGodcat, do you have snap?" (snapchat)
Me: "Yeah...
Anyways, the conversation didn't go anywhere and I think she lost interest very soon after. So... anybody here can help me out???
Im 20 years old now and find it so hard to make friends and talk to people. I think it is because my dad used to beat me like a dog when I was little and fucked up my neurotransmitters during childhood and important developmental years ded srs. Now Im scared to even do anything or go outside much nowadays. I get scared by sudden movements like for example when someone would bring their hand up to give me a high-five I would flinch, or even when a bird fly too close to me I would cower in fear. Im KHHV and pretty much no experience talking to girls.
Whenever I check FB and Insta (ultimate suifuel ) I see everyone is out having fun and making memories, meanwhile I celebrated my 18th birthday wageslaving (my dad forced me to work for his business btw and would beat me if I disobeyed him). Pls help me NT max boyos, what will I tell people when they ask about my hobbies, interests, aspirations??? I like to play videogames and post on incel forums?
I don't have any game or any social skills whatsoever or even any normie hobbies like going to parties, play sports and listen to music. One time a girl talked to me and conversation went something like this:
Her: "Hey LordGodcat, do you have snap?" (snapchat)
Me: "Yeah...
...snap your neck"
Anyways, the conversation didn't go anywhere and I think she lost interest very soon after. So... anybody here can help me out???