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seffcurry
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I was khhv for 23 years and a girl from the internet was interested in me. After 23 years of incel experience i actually had no motivation and desire to try anymore but since this girl wrote me first i didn't want to miss the opportunity. we met twice and kissed on first date. she is a 5.5/10. i really thoght she loves me because she made my photo her wallpaper and stuff and she seemed nice didnt let me pay the food etc.
While everything was going well she suddenly broke up with me. My battery was out that day and she couldn't reach me after calling me for a few hours. Then she sent a message and said she wanted to end it. I asked why and she said "These things are not for me, my feelings changing quickly im sorry" I deleted her number and every photo of ours. because i had an oneits experience before and i know how fcked that is. But I already miss the attention from a girl. my depression was gone when getting morning messages and now the void loneliness is back lol.
just one day before we spoke and everythıng was great. really don't know why she did that maybe she got jealous because my phone was off for hourse or maybe this is just a excuse maybe she find another guy or smth. i've been fighting my urges not to write to her rightknow but idk what to do
While everything was going well she suddenly broke up with me. My battery was out that day and she couldn't reach me after calling me for a few hours. Then she sent a message and said she wanted to end it. I asked why and she said "These things are not for me, my feelings changing quickly im sorry" I deleted her number and every photo of ours. because i had an oneits experience before and i know how fcked that is. But I already miss the attention from a girl. my depression was gone when getting morning messages and now the void loneliness is back lol.
just one day before we spoke and everythıng was great. really don't know why she did that maybe she got jealous because my phone was off for hourse or maybe this is just a excuse maybe she find another guy or smth. i've been fighting my urges not to write to her rightknow but idk what to do