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The Inferior
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Obsessing over this shit is worthless because I don't have the money to fix my stuff. Fuck it. I hate myself so fucking much. I developed insecurities about feet size, hand size and wrist size and I'll never recover from that. Sometimes I think I'm not worthy enough of life because of my inferior bones. I've started treatments YEARS AGO BUT THEY DIDN'T FUCKING IMPROVE MY LOOKS. Got braces, facemask, palate expander more than 2 years ago and my jaw area is still subhuman, asymmetrical. The stuff is actually preventing me from looking better because braces are ugly and I can't bleach my yellow teeth. Next thing is my severe acne. Went on a treatment 2,5 years ago and I still get breakouts. I won't be able to do steroids because of my genetic acne so I'll always have to live in a skinnyfat body with narrow ribcage and wide hips.
My time is over. I'm 20. Life never began.
Looksmaxing creates fucking false hopes and I hate it. I can't keep myself away from deluding myself expecting massive changes when doing looksmax steps. I imagine myself taller and better looking while it won't happen. You can only looksmax so much when the base is shit. I will always live in the body of a child given that I have small hands, wrists, arms etc and a tiny dick. I'll never be good looking. I know that looks are everything in life (if you want to live in a society and not as a hermit). But I also know that I'll always be inferior so going through the struggle of surgery isn't worth it.
My time is over. I'm 20. Life never began.
Looksmaxing creates fucking false hopes and I hate it. I can't keep myself away from deluding myself expecting massive changes when doing looksmax steps. I imagine myself taller and better looking while it won't happen. You can only looksmax so much when the base is shit. I will always live in the body of a child given that I have small hands, wrists, arms etc and a tiny dick. I'll never be good looking. I know that looks are everything in life (if you want to live in a society and not as a hermit). But I also know that I'll always be inferior so going through the struggle of surgery isn't worth it.