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Kraken
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As you may have noticed my posts have been very depressing in the last couple of weeks, nowadays i'm always brooding over the meaning of my life if won't become a Chad. I honestly have no idea what i'll do if I don't become at least Chadlite, I envision a future that is only possible if i'm attractive. All my plans about the future and my ideas about how my life will be are all dependent on me becoming a Chad, I literally cannot imagine a future where i'm still subhuman. As a blackpiller you know that life is all about looks but if you fail to get looks then life is devoid of all meaning. You will always know that every experience you live through could have been better if you were a Chad.
The vast majority of people on this forum are under the age of 25, how we will we cope for the next 50 years knowing about all of this? I think we all have imagined a future where we look like our morphs, we blame normies for coping yet we are even bigger copers in this aspect, all users are coping with "In the near future i'll get my lefort 5 and then see Dr. Eppley, then my life can finally start" but this will only happen for 0,01% of the users. I have a feeling most users here have deluded themselves so much that they really believe that they'll be Chico-tier in a few years, they are in for a rude awakening when they have to find other ways to cope and find meaning in life as a sub8 man.
Ever since highschool I started thinking that being a Chad would grant me true happiness, I wasn't blackpilled per se but I realized on a subconscious level that attractive people experienced reality differently, I really thought that I would go through a "second puberty" and bloom into a Chad once I reached my early/mid 20's but here I am at 22 and I still get fucking acne and life is just as shitty. Discovering PSL and surgerymaxing last year gave me new hope of becoming Chad but it's still not guaranteed.
Sorry for this "dn rd-worthy" rant, I have been very dejected lately and life seems so bleak when you see it from a blackpill perspective knowing that our happiness ultimately is dependent on milimeters of bone structure. I will take another break from here to distance myself from the blackpill for a while, the blackpill is still true but maybe the brain learns to cope without the constant reminder of how over it is, I mean, I don't look at footage of puppies being abused because I don't like to be reminded of such cruelness but I now that it's a reality.
Just tagging some negroes
@Gaia262
@Lifewasted
@SubhumanCurrycel
@Blackout.xl
@Native
@personalityinkwell
@Zyros
@BonesAndHarmony
@Tyrionlannistercel
@Papabakvet
@Bewusst
The vast majority of people on this forum are under the age of 25, how we will we cope for the next 50 years knowing about all of this? I think we all have imagined a future where we look like our morphs, we blame normies for coping yet we are even bigger copers in this aspect, all users are coping with "In the near future i'll get my lefort 5 and then see Dr. Eppley, then my life can finally start" but this will only happen for 0,01% of the users. I have a feeling most users here have deluded themselves so much that they really believe that they'll be Chico-tier in a few years, they are in for a rude awakening when they have to find other ways to cope and find meaning in life as a sub8 man.
Ever since highschool I started thinking that being a Chad would grant me true happiness, I wasn't blackpilled per se but I realized on a subconscious level that attractive people experienced reality differently, I really thought that I would go through a "second puberty" and bloom into a Chad once I reached my early/mid 20's but here I am at 22 and I still get fucking acne and life is just as shitty. Discovering PSL and surgerymaxing last year gave me new hope of becoming Chad but it's still not guaranteed.
Sorry for this "dn rd-worthy" rant, I have been very dejected lately and life seems so bleak when you see it from a blackpill perspective knowing that our happiness ultimately is dependent on milimeters of bone structure. I will take another break from here to distance myself from the blackpill for a while, the blackpill is still true but maybe the brain learns to cope without the constant reminder of how over it is, I mean, I don't look at footage of puppies being abused because I don't like to be reminded of such cruelness but I now that it's a reality.
Just tagging some negroes
@Gaia262
@Lifewasted
@SubhumanCurrycel
@Blackout.xl
@Native
@personalityinkwell
@Zyros
@BonesAndHarmony
@Tyrionlannistercel
@Papabakvet
@Bewusst