Depressed since I started working

[Deleted member 39]

I started working and it's depressing me.
It's a low status job and it makes me feel like a loser. I didn't feel like that when I was in school because I had hope to get a good job.
I always said "I'm so glad when school is over" and I really was. I felt so good in the two months between the end of school and the beginning of work. But the job is worse than school. Low status. Only surrounded by old people. By good looking people. Mainly by tall men.
I feel so empty inside now and don't have energy to do anything else, basically living for the weekend like a slave.
I was so hopeful to at least have a good future as I already had boring teen years since I had extreme social anxiety, isolation and acne.
The prime time is over after 18.

 

[BrettyBoy]

Sad shit, man.

 

[Framletgod]

same...

 

[Deleted member 39]

same...

I was coping so hard that it enables me to afford copes. But copes aren't worth it when you're wasting half of your day or your whole day to be exact.
Work ruins my mood for the whole day and in general my confidence has dropped significantly. I suddenly feel like an ugly wageslave and I haven't felt this way before. I still saw potential in me and it's fading away now. I hope my life won't go downhill from here because I had anticipated the end of school for 10 years and now I realize some jobs are even worse.
It makes me realize that time and energy is worth so much more than money.
I don't even want to spend the money on surgeries anymore because after I'll still be a low status wageslave who only lives on the weekends.
Humans aren't meant for work.

 

[Demir]

 

[Ritalincel]

Just ldar

 

[supercilious_knowall]

i worked at car wash when i was 16 so my family wouldnt let me go to school brah ..

 

[Deleted member 39]

Just ldar

I did for two months after school and I was very happy and had more confidence for some reason.

 

[Alexanderr]

I did an internship earlier this year for 3 months and I can confidently say that it was the worst experience of my life. I really don't want to become an adult.

 

[Framletgod]

I was coping so hard that it enables me to afford copes. But copes aren't worth it when you're wasting half of your day or your whole day to be exact.
Work ruins my mood for the whole day and in general my confidence has dropped significantly. I suddenly feel like an ugly wageslave and I haven't felt this way before. I still saw potential in me and it's fading away now. I hope my life won't go downhill from here because I had anticipated the end of school for 10 years and now I realize some jobs are even worse.
It makes me realize that time and energy is worth so much more than money.
I don't even want to spend the money on surgeries anymore because after I'll still be a low status wageslave who only lives on the weekends.
Humans aren't meant for work.

i thought im the only one that is crying cause of working, but i guess i found another one

id honestly remove points from my own looks just to not have to work and be independent

 

[Deleted member 39]

i thought im the only one that is crying cause of working, but i guess i found another one

id honestly remove points from my own looks just to not have to work and be independent

I used to obsess over my flaws but now I don't even have the energy to do so. The job makes me feel so empty inside. Not having achieved my goals is depressing me.
You only obsess over superficial stuff when other major needs are met and work destroys energy, time and mood and even eating patterns in my case.
I never thought I'd end up having such a job, fuck.
Whenever someone asked what I'll be doing after school the person thought I was joking when I told them.
I feel so much regret and I feel like my prime time is over now even though my prime time was also kinda shitty.

 

[Framletgod]

I used to obsess over my flaws but now I don't even have the energy to do so. The job makes me feel so empty inside. Not having achieved my goals is depressing me.
You only obsess over superficial stuff when other major needs are met and work destroys energy, time and mood and even eating patterns in my case.
I never thought I'd end up having such a job, fuck.
Whenever someone asked what I'll be doing after school the person thought I was joking when I told them.
I feel so much regret and I feel like my prime time is over now even though my prime time was also kinda shitty.

for me all jobs are equal, you have to wageslave either way and thus making me feel sad

i just hate the idea of having to wakeup and adjust to other people everyday

 

[Vitruvian]

Everyjob is a job you will never enjoy any of them as a subhuman with no other prospects in life

 

[Framletgod]

I used to obsess over my flaws but now I don't even have the energy to do so. The job makes me feel so empty inside. Not having achieved my goals is depressing me.
You only obsess over superficial stuff when other major needs are met and work destroys energy, time and mood and even eating patterns in my case.
I never thought I'd end up having such a job, fuck.
Whenever someone asked what I'll be doing after school the person thought I was joking when I told them.
I feel so much regret and I feel like my prime time is over now even though my prime time was also kinda shitty.

i did a thread sometime ago lmao https://looksmax.org/threads/how-can-people-work-9-5-jobs.23762/

 

[Deleted member 39]

for me all jobs are equal, you have to wageslave either way and thus making me feel sad

i just hate the idea of having to wakeup and adjust to other people everyday

I believe there are jobs that can be somewhat fulfilling. And having a high status job would also surely help for your confidence...

 

[Framletgod]

I believe there are jobs that can be somewhat fulfilling. And having a high status job would also surely help for your confidence...

yea but still ur ¨working¨

id rather travel around the world and do adventures then be stuck 8 hours, eveyrday, with the same boring people, fucking same thing over and over again

i wish i had rich parents fml

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Can’t ever escape the hamster wheel

 

[Deleted member 39]

yea but still ur ¨working¨

id rather travel around the world and do adventures then be stuck 8 hours, eveyrday, with the same boring people, fucking same thing over and over again

i wish i had rich parents fml

I think a compromise would be ideal. Only traveling and doing drugs and escorts would get boring and depressing too after a while.
You need different perspectives. 8h work is just too long. Every work day isn't a lived day. If you had 5h of work 3-4 times a week, you'd have experiences of both spectrums so you could still appreciate the luxury of traveling and being free.

I started working in a factory despite having no interest in that. It pays well and is close to my home so I just went for it. I regret it so much. I'd rather have less money and a longer way to work and enjoy the time at work.
The job is boring so it feels like an eternity.
I should have done a social job even though they pay shit. I wouldn't feel so empty.
Going to Uni is quite impossible for me because I'd only want to study a subject that my GPA doesn't allow me to.

The colleagues are friendly etc. but it still sucks. Can't imagine having to work in a building company where a bald raging incel shouts at you.

 

[Deleted member 206]

I knew this would await me when I would have gone for an apprenticeship. Thats why I went to college instead which is full of shitskin manlets.

 

[Framletgod]

I think a compromise would be ideal. Only traveling and doing drugs and escorts would get boring and depressing too after a while.
You need different perspectives. 8h work is just too long. Every work day isn't a lived day. If you had 5h of work 3-4 times a week, you'd have experiences of both spectrums so you could still appreciate the luxury of traveling and being free.

I started working in a factory despite having no interest in that. It pays well and is close to my home so I just went for it. I regret it so much. I'd rather have less money and a longer way to work and enjoy the time at work.
The job is boring so it feels like an eternity.
I should have done a social job even though they pay shit. I wouldn't feel so empty.
Going to Uni is quite impossible for me because I'd only want to study a subject that my GPA doesn't allow me to.

The colleagues are friendly etc. but it still sucks. Can't imagine having to work in a building company where a bald raging incel shouts at you.

ye i agree

id be somewhat fine if we could work in the morning and have offtime after lunch

yea i also got a shit job cuz i did never know what i wanted so my parents forced me towards 1 type of job , to not be poor

 

[toolateforme]

I think a compromise would be ideal. Only traveling and doing drugs and escorts would get boring and depressing too after a while.
You need different perspectives. 8h work is just too long. Every work day isn't a lived day. If you had 5h of work 3-4 times a week, you'd have experiences of both spectrums so you could still appreciate the luxury of traveling and being free.

I started working in a factory despite having no interest in that. It pays well and is close to my home so I just went for it. I regret it so much. I'd rather have less money and a longer way to work and enjoy the time at work.
The job is boring so it feels like an eternity.
I should have done a social job even though they pay shit. I wouldn't feel so empty.
Going to Uni is quite impossible for me because I'd only want to study a subject that my GPA doesn't allow me to.

The colleagues are friendly etc. but it still sucks. Can't imagine having to work in a building company where a bald raging incel shouts at you.

I feel you, man.
i once have been to factory to work
i literally stood still for 12 hours did same thing over and over.
i know what you mean 'eternal'

'If you had 5h of work 3-4 times a week, you'd have experiences of both spectrums so you could still appreciate the luxury of traveling and being free.'
i really feel this.
this is why i admire models so much.
they work and travel, enjoy world both in same time.
they get massive money and their life is full of satisfaction.
but in the first place they are good looking so even walking on the street will burn their dopamin receptors.

 

[Deleted member 39]

I knew this would await me when I would have gone for an apprenticeship. Thats why I went to college instead which is full of shitskin manlets.

What are you studying?
I was surprised that there are actually tall high T men in this ultra low status job (its one of the jobs with the lowest status I guess)

ye i agree

id be somewhat fine if we could work in the morning and have offtime after lunch

yea i also got a shit job cuz i did never know what i wanted so my parents forced me towards 1 type of job , to not be poor

Tbh my plan was to try to get into university in another country to study what I've wanted to study for a long time and I applied to several apprenticeships to do something in the time I'm preparing for the test.
I had a lot of interview options but only had one interview and they accepted me so I didn't keep on searching for another one because of social anxiety.
My GPA also sucks so hard because of social anxiety. Fucked my future. Just shows that you need to fuck your problems or they will end up fucking you.

I never thought I'd end up like this, so depressing. I'm 19 now and kind of feel to old to change plans now.

 

[BrettyBoy]

Drink a beer, man.

 

[Deleted member 206]

What are you studying?
I was surprised that there are actually tall high T men in this ultra low status job (its one of the jobs with the lowest status I guess)

Business engineering. Doesnt require GPA and yet its one of the most promising subjects u can study. I know dudes with good GPA that study it. I never dreamed of doing anything related to this but it was the best option for my future career and social well being

Whats your job?

 

[ZUZZCEL]

just do uber

 

[xit]

For me nothing could be worse than school, I enjoy work more. I only work part time easy job tho and I know how to trade forex so its only temporary. Must sick being you.