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[LordNorwood]

Does anyone else empathize with an odd feeling of depression/dread even though their life is improving? By all rights I should feel good right now - I'm on track to pass all my classes this semester meaning I have just one more semester left before graduating and finding a job in the financial sector. I'm making real progress in my hair loss fight for the first time in 2 years. I'm being groomed for leadership in my church and have relationships with people there who love me and want me to succeed. I'm way better off than I was a year or two ago but I still feel this pit in my stomach, a constant sense of dread. Idk maybe its just the knowledge that I'm gradually getting older.
What's on your mind?

 

[BigBiceps]

I've been improving a lot too, but I feel the hunger for improvement just seems to grow and grow, nothing's enough. I feel still like a piece of crap and am unhappy about my looks even though I get quite a nice amount of female attention nowadays.

 

[onnysk]

i wanna be 14 yo again

but pls with big cock

 

[LordNorwood]

I've been improving a lot too, but I feel the hunger for improvement just seems to grow and grow, nothing's enough. I feel still like a piece of crap and am unhappy about my looks even though I get quite a nice amount of female attention nowadays.

Maybe it never will be enough. I think I used to be happier about my appearance even though I look better now. I'm now comparing myself to extreme outliers instead of the average man, just what this site does to you.

i wanna be 14 yo again

but pls with big cock

Had similar thoughts ngl, just want to be a kid again but with extremely high PSL and be NT and just live a blessed worry-free life. Nothing good comes from thinking those thoughts but I still do.

 

[Pu33]

I spent so many years getting a fucking shitty piece of paper and can't even find a position in the field. Because I lack motivation it's a serious struggle even applying. I spend most of my time rotting. I cbf spending time with anyone I can and lack friendship groups. Can't even go out and make friends because I don't want to explain to them I get by through government handouts and betting sports. Literally rotting away because im a mentalcel, I don't even give a damn about looksmaxing, it's not my problem, except staying lean. I want to get shit drunk now but I know that will just make the situation worse.

And yes I harbor feelings of life coming to an end, and missed opportunites.

 

[LordNorwood]

I spent so many years getting a fucking shitty piece of paper and can't even find a position in the field. Because I lack motivation it's a serious struggle even applying. I spend most of my time rotting. I cbf spending time with anyone I can and lack friendship groups. Can't even go out and make friends because I don't want to explain to them I get by through government handouts and betting sports. Literally rotting away because im a mentalcel, I don't even give a damn about looksmaxing, it's not my problem, except staying lean. I want to get shit drunk now but I know that will just make the situation worse.

And yes I harbor feelings of life coming to an end, and missed opportunites.

I feel that last sentence so much. I didn't really feel it until my 23rd birthday that life is ending, then 24 hit and the feeling intensified. 24 was the first birthday I truly dreaded. Now 25 is on the horizon. I feel like I'll blink and be 30. Then I'll blink and be dead, JFL.

 

[Pu33]

Maybe it never will be enough. I think I used to be happier about my appearance even though I look better now. I'm now comparing myself to extreme outliers instead of the average man, just what this site does to you.

Had similar thoughts ngl, just want to be a kid again but with extremely high PSL and be NT and just live a blessed worry-free life. Nothing good comes from thinking those thoughts but I still do.

This, if I was aware of the Black Pill when I was 14 I would have used it to my advantage, my life could have been a 180 to what it is now.. Even by trying to fuck it up I had opportunities and destroyed it with my mentalcellism only to discover the mentalcellism was based on a false understanding and there was no problem all that time.

Should have listened to my blue pill therapist ffs.

I feel that last sentence so much. I didn't really feel it until my 23rd birthday that life is ending, then 24 hit and the feeling intensified. 24 was the first birthday I truly dreaded. Now 25 is on the horizon. I feel like I'll blink and be 30. Then I'll blink and be dead, JFL.

I know bro, it only gets worse as the years go by. Im dreading another new years eve. Probably because im going to turn down the party im invited to for the reasons listed in my first post. Im literally choosing to cuck myself and stay home and drink.

 

[LordNorwood]

This, if I was aware of the Black Pill when I was 14 I would have used it to my advantage, my life could have been a 180 to what it is now.. Even by trying to fuck it up I had opportunities and destroyed it with my mentalcellism only to discover the mentalcellism was based on a false understanding and there was no problem all that time.

Should have listened to my blue pill therapist ffs.

I honestly wish I was just raised blackpilled. There is no debate in my mind I'd be happier. I don't know who to resent for being bluepilled, my parents, the greater world, etc. So many things I wish would have been different growing up. Being a human is an odd thing tbh - why do we dream of perfection constantly when life is so unrelentingly imperfect?

I know bro, it only gets worse as the years go by. Im dreading another new years eve. Probably because im going to turn down the party im invited to for the reasons listed in my first post. Im literally choosing to cuck myself and stay home and drink.

You should go to the party mate.

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

This, if I was aware of the Black Pill when I was 14 I would have used it to my advantage, my life could have been a 180 to what it is now.. Even by trying to fuck it up I had opportunities and destroyed it with my mentalcellism only to discover the mentalcellism was based on a false understanding and there was no problem all that time.

Should have listened to my blue pill therapist ffs.

I know bro, it only gets worse as the years go by. Im dreading another new years eve. Probably because im going to turn down the party im invited to for the reasons listed in my first post. Im literally choosing to cuck myself and stay home and drink.

jfl at least you got invited to a NYE party jfl. ive spent every NYE and birthday with my parents tbh. this isnt necessarily a bad thing - i love them but it is not an NT way to spend every NYE and birthday, year after year.

 

[Pu33]

I honestly wish I was just raised blackpilled. There is no debate in my mind I'd be happier. I don't know who to resent for being bluepilled, my parents, the greater world, etc. So many things I wish would have been different growing up. Being a human is an odd thing tbh - why do we dream of perfection constantly when life is so unrelentingly imperfect?

You should go to the party mate.

I think it's human nature to dream, keep us going, I think it's some kind of problem solving mechanism. You are religious though so probably don't agree. Not your parents fault tbh, we are in a constant state of change and adapting as we go. I think we just need to be grateful for what we do have and make the ebst of our situations, create our own meanings. Probably easier said than done... If all else fails just look at pictures of truecels lol.

Ill try, maybe being drunk will make it easier.

jfl at least you got invited to a NYE party jfl. ive spent every NYE and birthday with my parents tbh. this isnt necessarily a bad thing - i love them but it is not NT way to spend every NYE and birthday year after year.

Have any friends you can message or acquaintances you can tag along with?

 

[didntreadlol]

ur dopamine receptors are fucked maybe

 

[LordNorwood]

jfl at least you got invited to a NYE party jfl. ive spent every NYE and birthday with my parents tbh. this isnt necessarily a bad thing - i love them but it is not NT way to spend every NYE and birthday year after year.

I can probably go to some get-togethers but if I don't ask around I guarantee this will be me JFL

I think it's human nature to dream, keep us going, I think it's some kind of problem solving mechanism. You are religious though so probably don't agree. Not your parents fault tbh, we are in a constant state of change and adapting as we go. I think we just need to be grateful for what we do have and make the ebst of our situations, create our own meanings. Probably easier said than done... If all else fails just look at pictures of truecels lol.

Ill try, maybe being drunk will make it easier.

Have any friends you can message or acquaintances you can tag along with?

Yeah I think you're probably right. No use in wanking to what could have been if life was perfect. It's not, so the question is where to go from here.

ur dopamine receptors are fucked maybe

Could be.

 

[Deleted member 2846]

not really, you just need to accept it tbh. as hard as it sounds, like accepting death, you need to accept aging.

 

[LordNorwood]

not really, you just need to accept it tbh. as hard as it sounds, like accepting death, you need to accept aging.

Yeah. It will probably be a lot easier to accept once I have a wife and kids and am financially established.

 

[Deleted member 2846]

Yeah. It will probably be a lot easier to accept once I have a wife and kids and am financially established.

idek if i will have a wife and kids tbh. such a sad concept to think about.

and btw, you’re at a weird age, you’re tryna find it out, so i would say a lot of men feel what you’re feeling

 

[LordNorwood]

idek if i will have a wife and kids tbh. such a sad concept to think about.

and btw, you’re at a weird age, you’re tryna find it out, so i would say a lot of men feel what you’re feeling

Yeah true, all of my bros are pretty much in the same boat. Your 20s is a really odd time.

 

[Deleted member 2846]

Yeah true, all of my bros are pretty much in the same boat. Your 20s is a really odd time.

i don’t wanna enter the normie 9-5 workforce

 

[Pu33]

not really, you just need to accept it tbh. as hard as it sounds, like accepting death, you need to accept aging.

you seem pretty bright for 19, at your age and PSL i hope you are taking in the shit you read and applying it, at 19 you can almost be viewed as a teen/kid by others which is advantageous. Go nuts but make smart decisions. Not trying to be condescending. I was 'higher iq' than a lot of oldcells at one time giving me their take and thought I knew better. it wasn't what they were saying was wrong it was more that I couldn't relate to the experiences at the time. Even now iv'e really starting to realise why 70+ year old people are so relaxed and don't really give a fuck, it's not just the boomer money lol it's that at the end of their lives all that worry was unnecessary and they still ended up in the same place as others.... Went of on a tangent tbh.

 

[Deleted member 2846]

you seem pretty bright for 19, at your age and PSL i hope you are taking in the shit you read and applying it, at 19 you can almost be viewed as a teen/kid by others which is advantageous. Go nuts but make smart decisions. Not trying to be condescending. I was 'higher iq' than a lot of oldcells at one time giving me their take and thought I knew better. it wasn't what they were saying was wrong it was more that I couldn't related to the experiences at the time. Even now iv'e really starting to realise why 70+ year old people are so relaxed and don't really give a fuck, it's not just the boomer money lol it's that at the end of their lives all that worry was unnecessary and they still ended up in the same place as others.... Went of on a tangent tbh.

thanks, yeah my personality is quite relaxed and low key. i don’t worry about shit, which is a blessing and a curse bc know i procrastinate on all my school work (i have project due today and haven’t even started jfl).

i honestly just wanna travel the world, work a little, meet a lot of ppl, and invest in real estate for passive income tbh. i honestly don’t wanna enter the workforce or slave away my youth. blackpill has made me come to the realization that youth is the best part of your life and why the hell should i slave away from 21-30? that’s what i should be doing after 30 tbh. have fun and make money with my body now, and use my mind to make $ later.

 

[LordNorwood]

i don’t wanna enter the normie 9-5 workforce

Me neither bro. Hopefully my friend and I can succeed in getting rich.

thanks, yeah my personality is quite relaxed and low key. i don’t worry about shit, which is a blessing and a curse bc know i procrastinate on all my school work (i have project due today and haven’t even started jfl).

i honestly just wanna travel the world, work a little, meet a lot of ppl, and invest in real estate for passive income tbh. i honestly don’t wanna enter the workforce or slave away my youth. blackpill has made me come to the realization that youth is the best part of your life and why the hell should i slave away from 21-30? that’s what i should be doing after 30 tbh. have fun and make money with my body now, and use my mind to make $ later.

You've always seemed like a bro tbh, if I knew you IRL you'd be someone I'd be looking to grab drinks with.

 

[Deleted member 2846]

Me neither bro. Hopefully my friend and I can succeed in getting rich.

i honestly hope you do. become rich quick and invest in real estate and never work again. travel the world, do all your surgeries, live a fun life man. having a lot of money, but having a good work ethic (instead of being a spoiled brat) is the key to living your life as freely as possible. having money= no stress life.

 

[LordNorwood]

i honestly hope you do. become rich quick and invest in real estate and never work again. travel the world, do all your surgeries, live a fun life man. having a lot of money, but having a good work ethic (instead of being a spoiled brat) is the key to living your life as freely as possible. having money= no stress life.

Yeah that's more or less my friend and I's thoughts exactly. Part of the reason I'm pivoting from math into finance is to learn about investing on the job. We both always say that money = freedom.

 

[ShredPill]

When i was younger always felt like the point in life was to be good, hardworking and live as long as possible. As I’ve gotten older, to battle the existential dread that we all get (especially reading people’s comments above) Ive changed my life to focus on experiences. Maybe ive damaged my academic performance the past few years just so i could spend more time socialising, clubbing, drinking, travelling- but I know my life without having had these experiences would be unbearable. I don’t care if I'm sacrificing my health and academics to live an experience rich life tbh; it always makes me think of a quote by Hunter S thompson
Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside in a cloud of smoke, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming "Wow! What a Ride!

 

[LordNorwood]

When i was younger always felt like the point in life was to be good, hardworking and live as long as possible. As I’ve gotten older, to battle the existential dread that we all get (especially reading people’s comments above) Ive changed my life to focus on experiences. Maybe ive damaged my academic performance the past few years just so i could spend more time socialising, clubbing, drinking, travelling- but I know my life without having had these experiences would be unbearable. I don’t care if I'm sacrificing my health and academics to live an experience rich life tbh; it always makes me think of a quote by Hunter S thompson
Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside in a cloud of smoke, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming "Wow! What a Ride!

I've done a similar thing but I oriented myself towards an appreciation of beauty to combat existential dread I think

 

[Deleted member 2846]

When i was younger always felt like the point in life was to be good, hardworking and live as long as possible. As I’ve gotten older, to battle the existential dread that we all get (especially reading people’s comments above) Ive changed my life to focus on experiences. Maybe ive damaged my academic performance the past few years just so i could spend more time socialising, clubbing, drinking, travelling- but I know my life without having had these experiences would be unbearable. I don’t care if I'm sacrificing my health and academics to live an experience rich life tbh; it always makes me think of a quote by Hunter S thompson
Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside in a cloud of smoke, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming "Wow! What a Ride!

yes bro. i’ve internalized the idea of living life with no regrets.

writing it here first: i won’t be surprised if i drop out of college and get into real estate for a few years and work hard and shit to make enough money/network with people to reach goal of investing in property and getting very lucky. one thing is for certain, i will not slave away my youth.

 

[ShredPill]

I've done a similar thing but I oriented myself towards an appreciation of beauty to combat existential dread I think

That definitely works too. Im always envious of people that are able to see beauty in everything, mathematicians are like that. Never met a sad mathematics teacher, because they see even simple things in life as beautiful.

 

[LordNorwood]

yes bro. i’ve internalized the idea of living life with no regrets.

writing it here first: i won’t be surprised if i drop out of college and get into real estate for a few years and work hard and shit to make enough money/network with people to reach goal of investing in property and getting very lucky. one thing is for certain, i will not slave away my youth.

For what its worth my advice would be to rip a degree in something out ASAP and then to go into real estate and make bank. If you're Chadlite+ and NT you can slay in real estate.

 

[Deleted member 2846]

That definitely works too. Im always envious of people that are able to see beauty in everything, mathematicians are like that. Never met a sad mathematics teacher, because they see even simple things in life as beautiful.

math is everywhere srs. too bad i fucking suck at it jfl. i wish i understood it

 

[LordNorwood]

That definitely works too. Im always envious of people that are able to see beauty in everything, mathematicians are like that. Never met a sad mathematics teacher, because they see even simple things in life as beautiful.

Math is pretty fucking sexy ngl. I've also always loved literature and religious texts so oftentimes I'll just meditate on a beautiful passage of something to feel better.

 

[ShredPill]

math is everywhere srs. too bad i fucking suck at it jfl. i wish i understood it

Same

 

[Deleted member 2846]

For what its worth my advice would be to rip a degree in something out ASAP and then to go into real estate and make bank. If you're Chadlite+ and NT you can slay in real estate.

problem is your first 1-2 years, you make literally no money. it is what it is though. if i want it bad enough, i’ll do something to make it work and get lucky.

 

[LordNorwood]

problem is your first 1-2 years, you make literally no money. it is what it is though. if i want it bad enough, i’ll do something to make it work and get lucky.

Damn. Well yeah I see your logic but I would just be very wary on bouncing on a bachelor's in this world of insane degree inflation. You need a bachelor's just to be considered human it seems.

 

[ShredPill]

Math is pretty fucking sexy ngl. I've also always loved literature and religious texts so oftentimes I'll just meditate on a beautiful passage of something to feel better.

Thats good to do bro, the difference between something being interesting and boring isnt necessarily the content, but is just the attention we pay to it. If you apply your full focus to just one passage (of anything tbh) it can be more rewarding than half paying attention to a movie.

 

[Deleted member 2846]

Damn. Well yeah I see your logic but I would just be very wary on bouncing on a bachelor's in this world of insane degree inflation. You need a bachelor's just to be considered human it seems.

true, i will get a degree, join a frat for networking and go from there.

 

[LordNorwood]

true, i will get a degree, join a frat for networking and go from there.

Good plan
From what I've heard business degrees are super easy and mostly about connections, could try that
I remember a Chadlite I roomed with freshman year who did a Business Ad degree and now does real estate lol, he was a douche though so I didn't keep in touch, had severe ADHD and was just a weasely dude

Thats good to do bro, the difference between something being interesting and boring isnt necessarily the content, but is just the attention we pay to it. If you apply your full focus to just one passage (of anything tbh) it can be more rewarding than half paying attention to a movie.

Absolute truth

 

[Vitruvian]

I hate how media is perfect and it's everywhere. If only technology didn't connect everyone, the jewss couldn't brainwash with ads

 

[Pu33]

What's a good career to follow or trade I can get into with little to no training that will earn me at least a low tier middle class income that isn't stacking boxes?

 

[LordNorwood]

What's a good career to follow or trade I can get into with little to no training that will earn me at least a low tier middle class income that isn't stacking boxes?

Dunno. Depends on what you mean by "little to no training" and exactly what salary range you have in mind. Trucking comes to mind, as well as driving school buses, I have a couple friends doing it that make 18-20 an hour just to drive a school bus. Easy shit.

 

[Pu33]

Dunno. Depends on what you mean by "little to no training" and exactly what salary range you have in mind. Trucking comes to mind, as well as driving school buses, I have a couple friends doing it that make 18-20 an hour just to drive a school bus. Easy shit.

Im bad with high large vehicles tbh and I won't be able to pass piss tests because of meds. Idk tbh Im a trained history teacher who left their last position last year when I moved and am struggling to find another position. Hate the job though so idk what to do.

 

[Bimax]

gut biome

 

[LordNorwood]

Im bad with high large vehicles tbh and I won't be able to pass piss tests because of meds. Idk tbh Im a trained history teacher who left their last position last year when I moved and am struggling to find another position. Hate the job though so idk what to do.

How old are you? And are you on prescription meds? I feel like it shouldn't matter then.

 

[Pu33]

How old are you? And are you on prescription meds? I feel like it shouldn't matter then.

26

I am but the law says I can't drive on them either way.

 

[LordNorwood]

26

I am but the law says I can't drive on them either way.

Damn, can't drive at all? That fucking sucks. What meds?

 

[Pu33]

Damn, can't drive at all? That fucking sucks. What meds?

Amphetamine

Yeah oh well I'll just stick to what I know and hope to find something before the new year so I can have more motivation togo to that party.

 

[LordNorwood]

Amphetamine

Yeah oh well I'll just stick to what I know and hope to find something before the new year so I can have more motivation togo to that party.

I'm sure there are more options out there, that's just what I know of from personal experience. Someone here was talking about being a security guard and said he just spent most of the shift shitposting on his phone.

 

[Pu33]

I'm sure there are more options out there, that's just what I know of from personal experience. Someone here was talking about being a security guard and said he just spent most of the shift shitposting on his phone.

That's a great idea, I'll look into it.