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Posting here after a month I guess apart from my post explaining my absence. The last month was quite eventful. Also, I think it was one where I spent very little time on the internet and spent most of the time outside in a non sexually repressed country which usually isn't the case.
Update: Before starting I would just explain my situation in brief. I got a job in Malaysia as some of you know but I had also applied for a remote job at another company before starting there and I got an offer from them after spending like a week in Malaysia. I quit it asap (they didn't mind much). This new remote job has the perks of me working from anywhere, they don't give a shit. I don't have to go to office or care about getting early and the timings are very flexible. Not to mention the pay is more than double I was getting in Malaysia since this job is based in Hong Kong so they pay accordingly. So from a financial and life point this is big ascension as I can now travel wherever I want in a digital nomad fashion while getting paid. And it is 100x better than going to office every morning.
The last month I spent partly in Malaysia and partly in Thailand since Thailand is the closest country and Malaysia isn't that fun tbh and I wanted to celebrate this new job. So I decided to fly to Thailand after quitting my job. The new job starts from tomorrow and I would be working from home. I stayed in Thailand for 3 weeks.
I had already fucked like 40 hookers before last month but no civilians. That isn't the case now. I fucked two girls in Thailand from Tinder. One was 21 and the other was 25. Both were average looking. I messaged them to meet in the disco and I was surprised that they agreed to go to the room after partying. How did it feel? I have had amazing sex before with much better looking girls so it wasn't life changing. Also there wasn't much chemistry. Their English was bad and it was hard to communicate except for the most simple things. But I can at least say now that I'm not a virgin in this sense.
But even losing my non-hooker virginity got overshadowed by something else. And I am still trying to cope. After I fucked these girls and went on a date with one I got tired, all within 10 days (good enough for a non-white in Thailand). TBH I didn't get much satisfaction or pleasure from that. I think the biggest reason was the lack of chemistry. And also that the hookers I have fucked have always been very good looking compared to these average looking girls. I matched with many more girls but they were either not attractive enough or acted like they wanted LTR with a non-traveler so I didn't engage with them.
So for my last week, I decided to contact this bar girl I knew from a previous trip that I have written about earlier on incels site. She doesn't work in the bar now, probably started some day job, but the owner messaged her and she said she'd come to the bar the next day. About her: She is the best looking girl I have seen in Thailand. 10/10 face, 10/10 body. Light eyes, milky white skin and just oozes status and class. I always thought she is half white until she showed me pics of her parents who are both Thai. And she acts like she likes me, and is quite good at it. And when a girl like that does that there is no way I am refusing even if I know she's just acting. She is truly peak Thai girl. Mogs 99% Asian not just Thai girls that ever existed.
So I took her for a couple of days (on my last trip I just took her for the night) and I was blown away by how much the world suddenly changes when you're with such a girl. People treat you like the King of Thailand. Shopkeepers, Drivers, Cashiers, neighbors and even women. They treat you like you're chad. Always extra polite, lol. Guys are jealous and you can see. And women don't see you as a potential rapist lmao and talk to you randomly. And then comes the sex and everything with a peak Stacey. It is incomparable. I think the only thing that is better would be being a chad. Nothing else might beat that. Sorry but an average looking girl who loves you to death just can't do that. Looks truly are so powerful. And this was top 0.001% Thai girl. How will I cope without her? I am still trying to cope tbh. It is like you suddenly lose a superpower that you had.
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Future: My mental state is very good right now may be because I didn't spend a lot of time on forums so I might stick to that. I will start to travel more as I always wanted to do that. Now I have the money and time since no asking for leaves etc. I would focus on Instamaxxing and use my travel experiences for that. I would also gymmaxx as I feel it isn't a cope anymore and will also try to be more NT and social. I would try to to fuck girls and still see hookers. Most importantly I would try to find a good looking girlfriend.
Update: Before starting I would just explain my situation in brief. I got a job in Malaysia as some of you know but I had also applied for a remote job at another company before starting there and I got an offer from them after spending like a week in Malaysia. I quit it asap (they didn't mind much). This new remote job has the perks of me working from anywhere, they don't give a shit. I don't have to go to office or care about getting early and the timings are very flexible. Not to mention the pay is more than double I was getting in Malaysia since this job is based in Hong Kong so they pay accordingly. So from a financial and life point this is big ascension as I can now travel wherever I want in a digital nomad fashion while getting paid. And it is 100x better than going to office every morning.
The last month I spent partly in Malaysia and partly in Thailand since Thailand is the closest country and Malaysia isn't that fun tbh and I wanted to celebrate this new job. So I decided to fly to Thailand after quitting my job. The new job starts from tomorrow and I would be working from home. I stayed in Thailand for 3 weeks.
I had already fucked like 40 hookers before last month but no civilians. That isn't the case now. I fucked two girls in Thailand from Tinder. One was 21 and the other was 25. Both were average looking. I messaged them to meet in the disco and I was surprised that they agreed to go to the room after partying. How did it feel? I have had amazing sex before with much better looking girls so it wasn't life changing. Also there wasn't much chemistry. Their English was bad and it was hard to communicate except for the most simple things. But I can at least say now that I'm not a virgin in this sense.
But even losing my non-hooker virginity got overshadowed by something else. And I am still trying to cope. After I fucked these girls and went on a date with one I got tired, all within 10 days (good enough for a non-white in Thailand). TBH I didn't get much satisfaction or pleasure from that. I think the biggest reason was the lack of chemistry. And also that the hookers I have fucked have always been very good looking compared to these average looking girls. I matched with many more girls but they were either not attractive enough or acted like they wanted LTR with a non-traveler so I didn't engage with them.
So for my last week, I decided to contact this bar girl I knew from a previous trip that I have written about earlier on incels site. She doesn't work in the bar now, probably started some day job, but the owner messaged her and she said she'd come to the bar the next day. About her: She is the best looking girl I have seen in Thailand. 10/10 face, 10/10 body. Light eyes, milky white skin and just oozes status and class. I always thought she is half white until she showed me pics of her parents who are both Thai. And she acts like she likes me, and is quite good at it. And when a girl like that does that there is no way I am refusing even if I know she's just acting. She is truly peak Thai girl. Mogs 99% Asian not just Thai girls that ever existed.
So I took her for a couple of days (on my last trip I just took her for the night) and I was blown away by how much the world suddenly changes when you're with such a girl. People treat you like the King of Thailand. Shopkeepers, Drivers, Cashiers, neighbors and even women. They treat you like you're chad. Always extra polite, lol. Guys are jealous and you can see. And women don't see you as a potential rapist lmao and talk to you randomly. And then comes the sex and everything with a peak Stacey. It is incomparable. I think the only thing that is better would be being a chad. Nothing else might beat that. Sorry but an average looking girl who loves you to death just can't do that. Looks truly are so powerful. And this was top 0.001% Thai girl. How will I cope without her? I am still trying to cope tbh. It is like you suddenly lose a superpower that you had.
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Future: My mental state is very good right now may be because I didn't spend a lot of time on forums so I might stick to that. I will start to travel more as I always wanted to do that. Now I have the money and time since no asking for leaves etc. I would focus on Instamaxxing and use my travel experiences for that. I would also gymmaxx as I feel it isn't a cope anymore and will also try to be more NT and social. I would try to to fuck girls and still see hookers. Most importantly I would try to find a good looking girlfriend.
