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Tagging @jefferson as well on this
Which is more likely to produce hair loss? And is it just temporary hair loss or permanent hair loss?
I'm starting to wonder if my problem really is libido-related due to low testosterone. Since I did test low T when I did bloodwork at 26-27.
Because I don't know, when my dick is hard, I notice that I'm like a different animal.
My GF was rated 2/10 PSL but for some reason every once in awhile she "upgrades" visually to me temporarily and my dick gets hard. And she looks sexy especially when my dick is hard and she's getting fucked.
All I remember is that I actually liked seeing my girlfriend naked when I was fucking her with my hard dick. I love it when she's got her chinky little eyes closed, my sweat dripping on her face and smearing against her jet black hair in her face, watching the expressions on her face while she's getting dicked down. And seeing her open her cute little brown eyes periodically. Seeing her wipe my sweat off her face. Seeing her cute little lips. Her neck. I like seeing her body in mish. I think what got me hard is I was like noticing her legs. Her legs just started lookng sexy to me for some reason. I think she was doing something with her legs the way she was moving around in my bed.
I was really attracted to my ex Yogapants so it was a lot easier for me to get hard with her.
When I'm not hard with my Chink gf, I think I'm just not seeing her as a sexual being in that moment.
Instead of calling her sweetheart and honey a lot, I am making a conscious effort to call her sexy. Because I need to start thinking of her as sexy. And hoping to make her feel confident in her sexuality and express sexual confidence in bed.
I have the actual physical plumbing working. I got morning wood again the morning that I had erectile difficulties with her. I got my dick hard this morning (morning wood). Then when I went to bed and rested again and woke up a second time, I was greeted with a good morning by my Chink gf. And I sent her a text good morning sexy and imagined her as my secretary serving her white master for some reason for like a split second. And then my dick got hard. Because there's this Jap adventure video game series called Jake Hunter where Jake Hunter (caucasian looking protagonist detective) has an Asian secretary. And for some reason I just imagine my gf as a Asian secretary serving me when I jack off. Where I'm like fucking her on my desk and inseminating her with a eurasian daughter.
When I first got hard for her on the first date, the thing that got me off is that she is just really painfully shy Asian girl. But as soon as she got in my car and we made out, I could tell that she was a freak. And she let me play with her bare boobs. My dick got hard. Then I put her hand to my crotch. Then I unzipped my jeans and put her small Asian hand on my hard white cock and she was stroking it in my car. Then I took her to my place and just seeing this painfully shy FOB Asian girl submit to me, my dick was ready to go as soon as our clothes were off. She had this pretty colourful necklace on. Then I'm fucking her and then I'm looking down on her and seeing her eyes closed and moaning and I'm enjoying the view. And I'm getting more turned on knowing this shy FOB Chinese girl is a whore for her white God.
But there are times where my dick isn't hard where I look at her and I see a subhuman pancake face with a pancake body. What the fuck. I'm just so inconsistent mentally I think with my libido. That's why my erectile health suffers. I need to see my girlfriend in a sexual light I think.
She has a pancake body. But I explicitly remember I think on the second date grabbing her ass and noticing that her legs were actually kinda sexy. And that's when I got hard. After I was failing to get hard for 90-100 minutes while I was waiting for the Cialis/Viagra to do its thing.
Which is more likely to produce hair loss? And is it just temporary hair loss or permanent hair loss?
I'm starting to wonder if my problem really is libido-related due to low testosterone. Since I did test low T when I did bloodwork at 26-27.
Because I don't know, when my dick is hard, I notice that I'm like a different animal.
My GF was rated 2/10 PSL but for some reason every once in awhile she "upgrades" visually to me temporarily and my dick gets hard. And she looks sexy especially when my dick is hard and she's getting fucked.
All I remember is that I actually liked seeing my girlfriend naked when I was fucking her with my hard dick. I love it when she's got her chinky little eyes closed, my sweat dripping on her face and smearing against her jet black hair in her face, watching the expressions on her face while she's getting dicked down. And seeing her open her cute little brown eyes periodically. Seeing her wipe my sweat off her face. Seeing her cute little lips. Her neck. I like seeing her body in mish. I think what got me hard is I was like noticing her legs. Her legs just started lookng sexy to me for some reason. I think she was doing something with her legs the way she was moving around in my bed.
I was really attracted to my ex Yogapants so it was a lot easier for me to get hard with her.
When I'm not hard with my Chink gf, I think I'm just not seeing her as a sexual being in that moment.
Instead of calling her sweetheart and honey a lot, I am making a conscious effort to call her sexy. Because I need to start thinking of her as sexy. And hoping to make her feel confident in her sexuality and express sexual confidence in bed.
I have the actual physical plumbing working. I got morning wood again the morning that I had erectile difficulties with her. I got my dick hard this morning (morning wood). Then when I went to bed and rested again and woke up a second time, I was greeted with a good morning by my Chink gf. And I sent her a text good morning sexy and imagined her as my secretary serving her white master for some reason for like a split second. And then my dick got hard. Because there's this Jap adventure video game series called Jake Hunter where Jake Hunter (caucasian looking protagonist detective) has an Asian secretary. And for some reason I just imagine my gf as a Asian secretary serving me when I jack off. Where I'm like fucking her on my desk and inseminating her with a eurasian daughter.
When I first got hard for her on the first date, the thing that got me off is that she is just really painfully shy Asian girl. But as soon as she got in my car and we made out, I could tell that she was a freak. And she let me play with her bare boobs. My dick got hard. Then I put her hand to my crotch. Then I unzipped my jeans and put her small Asian hand on my hard white cock and she was stroking it in my car. Then I took her to my place and just seeing this painfully shy FOB Asian girl submit to me, my dick was ready to go as soon as our clothes were off. She had this pretty colourful necklace on. Then I'm fucking her and then I'm looking down on her and seeing her eyes closed and moaning and I'm enjoying the view. And I'm getting more turned on knowing this shy FOB Chinese girl is a whore for her white God.
But there are times where my dick isn't hard where I look at her and I see a subhuman pancake face with a pancake body. What the fuck. I'm just so inconsistent mentally I think with my libido. That's why my erectile health suffers. I need to see my girlfriend in a sexual light I think.
She has a pancake body. But I explicitly remember I think on the second date grabbing her ass and noticing that her legs were actually kinda sexy. And that's when I got hard. After I was failing to get hard for 90-100 minutes while I was waiting for the Cialis/Viagra to do its thing.