How often do you feel depressed/suicidal thoughts?

I want to kill myself every passing second, life is so fucking shit.

I'm so close to buying shotgun implants, but I'll wait till I'm 18 when I can legally buy a gun. Then I'll blow my brains out.



@Hated subhuman=bro

so youve never watched porn?
Arent u a tall curry? whats the point offing urself when u can find some SJW white girl who will be attracted to ethnic lanklet (lanklet for curry)
In fact the world is so tiresome.. I wish i'd never been born
at least u arent circumcisioncel/
I believe that I am unable to feel any pleasure
at least u arent circumcised lol
 
Arent u a tall curry? whats the point offing urself when u can find some SJW white girl who will be attracted to ethnic lanklet (lanklet for curry)

at least u arent circumcisioncel/

at least u arent circumcised lol
i have a good frame lol, im not a lanklet

and im only 5'10" bro, i thought i was 5'11" but it was shitskin cope. i asked my dcotor for a test to see if my growth plates are still open but apparently no such thing exists? i feel like i jew was cucking me.

and i dont want an sjw gf, our values wouldnt mesh at all. do you really think an incel could date an sjw? itd literally be r/inceltears vs r/braincels 24/7
 
Only when my e levels spike
 
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We have spoke in a few threads, but yes u dont know me

what i meant to say was i have noticed u arent a troll on this website

Most people here aren't trolls.
 
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i have a good frame lol, im not a lanklet

and im only 5'10" bro, i thought i was 5'11" but it was shitskin cope. i asked my dcotor for a test to see if my growth plates are still open but apparently no such thing exists? i feel like i jew was cucking me.

and i dont want an sjw gf, our values wouldnt mesh at all. do you really think an incel could date an sjw? itd literally be r/inceltears vs r/braincels 24/7
and yeah idk, what i meant to say is to find a liberal white women who will accept you for your race

and 5'10 is good, providing you have decent face.

and your doctor fucking lied to you, what the fuck. I cant believe he lied like that JFL @ his blue pilledness, he clearly doesnt want u to worry about height the cuck.
 
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and yeah idk, what i meant to say is to find a liberal white women who will accept you for your race

and 5'10 is good, providing you have decent face.

and your doctor fucking lied to you, what the fuck. I cant believe he lied like that JFL @ his blue pilledness, he clearly doesnt want u to worry about height the cuck.
I'm gonna switch doctors soon, but idk how to.

Everytime I go and tell him something he says "you're fine". NO IM NOT FUCKING FINE, IF I WAS FINE I WOULDN'T HAVE COME HERE YOU STUPID DUMBFUCK.

And I'm hoping I grow to 5'11" to 6'1". It's a stretch, but a nigga can dream. I'm also hoping I have a chadlite face after I'm finished cutting, a nigga can dream.
 
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I'm gonna switch doctors soon, but idk how to.

Everytime I go and tell him something he says "you're fine". NO IM NOT FUCKING FINE, IF I WAS FINE I WOULDN'T HAVE COME HERE YOU STUPID DUMBFUCK.

And I'm hoping I grow to 5'11" to 6'1". It's a stretch, but a nigga can dream. I'm also hoping I have a chadlite face after I'm finished cutting, a nigga can dream.
Yeah a Chadlite face is hard to reach when youre curry no offence dude, personally I think of it this way, u can probably become a slayer but looks wise i find it hard to believe many people on this forum are chadlites, especially ethnics (im sort of ethnic too)
I'm gonna switch doctors soon, but idk how to.

Everytime I go and tell him something he says "you're fine". NO IM NOT FUCKING FINE, IF I WAS FINE I WOULDN'T HAVE COME HERE YOU STUPID DUMBFUCK.

And I'm hoping I grow to 5'11" to 6'1". It's a stretch, but a nigga can dream. I'm also hoping I have a chadlite face after I'm finished cutting, a nigga can dream.
Also if you want to grow that tall I would definetely jump on some sort of HGH/AI or Peptide/AI combo,at 16 youre pretty much only guaranteed an inch, but ethnics like me and you finish puberty earlier.

When did your voice break?
 
Yeah a Chadlite face is hard to reach when youre curry no offence dude, personally I think of it this way, u can probably become a slayer but looks wise i find it hard to believe many people on this forum are chadlites, especially ethnics (im sort of ethnic too)

Also if you want to grow that tall I would definetely jump on some sort of HGH/AI or Peptide/AI combo,at 16 youre pretty much only guaranteed an inch, but ethnics like me and you finish puberty earlier.

When did your voice break?
Sort of ethnic?

I don't have the kind of money to buy that stuff. My family is working class, and I'm saving up money for surgeries. I have 2k so far.

Wdym when did my voice break? I don't think my voice cracks anymore. Frick bro.

I'm so sad that I couldn't be 6 ft. If I was I would be a fucking giant, and the tallest person in my family.
 
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Sort of ethnic?

I don't have the kind of money to buy that stuff. My family is working class, and I'm saving up money for surgeries. I have 2k so far.

Wdym when did my voice break? I don't think my voice cracks anymore. Frick bro.

I'm so sad that I couldn't be 6 ft. If I was I would be a fucking giant, and the tallest person in my family.
its like 100 to 200 dollars for peptides+ai+needles etc, defo on the lower end of that scale

also, how did u save that up?
 
its like 100 to 200 dollars for peptides+ai+needles etc, defo on the lower end of that scale

also, how did u save that up?
I "worked" at a law firm over the summer.

Lol I went the first week and stopped, I rotted on this forum instead. They're still going to pay me for the days I didn't show up.

But wdym you're kind of ethnic? Going by your screen name, you're Turk so full ethnicm
 
Every day tbh
 
I "worked" at a law firm over the summer.

Lol I went the first week and stopped, I rotted on this forum instead. They're still going to pay me for the days I didn't show up.

But wdym you're kind of ethnic? Going by your screen name, you're Turk so full ethnicm
Lol full ethnic is like pakistani/indian etc those sort of countries.

Sort of Ethnic is dark spaniards, med people so like greek turkish italians etc - this only applies to the non white looking people of this country, my uncle has blonde hair and green eyes.

i myself look sort of ethnic, basically i get told i look albanian/italian so i am sort of ethnic.
I "worked" at a law firm over the summer.

Lol I went the first week and stopped, I rotted on this forum instead. They're still going to pay me for the days I didn't show up.

But wdym you're kind of ethnic? Going by your screen name, you're Turk so full ethnicm
also im not full turk but yeah i look turk/those sort of med countries.
I "worked" at a law firm over the summer.

Lol I went the first week and stopped, I rotted on this forum instead. They're still going to pay me for the days I didn't show up.

But wdym you're kind of ethnic? Going by your screen name, you're Turk so full ethnicm
how tf does that work out though? how are they gonna pay u for the days u didnt show up wtf.
 
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Lol full ethnic is like pakistani/indian etc those sort of countries.

Sort of Ethnic is dark spaniards, med people so like greek turkish italians etc - this only applies to the non white looking people of this country, my uncle has blonde hair and green eyes.

i myself look sort of ethnic, basically i get told i look albanian/italian so i am sort of ethnic.

also im not full turk but yeah i look turk/those sort of med countries.

how tf does that work out though? how are they gonna pay u for the days u didnt show up wtf.
If you moved to the U.S. you'd be considered white. The Italians, Albanians, and Meds have an smv boost since they're seen an more "exotic". I'd rather be that than curry ig I'm gonna be completely honest.

Idk lol. The boss is chill af, he likes me too. The reason why I'm getting paid is because the firm belongs to his upper boss and he despises him. All he does is talk shot about him. So if I get paid if the upper boss takes an L on his money.

They don't check to see who comes in or not, so the upper boss doesn't know I haven't been coming in.
 
If you moved to the U.S. you'd be considered white. The Italians, Albanians, and Meds have an smv boost since they're seen an more "exotic". I'd rather be that than curry ig I'm gonna be completely honest.

Idk lol. The boss is chill af, he likes me too. The reason why I'm getting paid is because the firm belongs to his upper boss and he despises him. All he does is talk shot about him. So if I get paid if the upper boss takes an L on his money.

They don't check to see who comes in or not, so the upper boss doesn't know I haven't been coming in.
So why call me an ethnic then? And yeah they also have an SMV boost here, not too sure about albanians as they are known as criminals here, but if youre average/gl its defo an SMV boost.
If you moved to the U.S. you'd be considered white. The Italians, Albanians, and Meds have an smv boost since they're seen an more "exotic". I'd rather be that than curry ig I'm gonna be completely honest.

Idk lol. The boss is chill af, he likes me too. The reason why I'm getting paid is because the firm belongs to his upper boss and he despises him. All he does is talk shot about him. So if I get paid if the upper boss takes an L on his money.

They don't check to see who comes in or not, so the upper boss doesn't know I haven't been coming in.
ur very lucky with ur job, free 2k JFL
 
So why call me an ethnic then? And yeah they also have an SMV boost here, not too sure about albanians as they are known as criminals here, but if youre average/gl its defo an SMV boost.

ur very lucky with ur job, free 2k JFL
Americans aren't familiar with Albanians, they're mixed in with the other Eastern Europeans. So they're essentially white. The reason I called you ethnic is because Turks look ethnic in my eyes. Idk what it is, even if it's a white-passing Turk that can fool most ppl, they can't to me. So I have the image of a short ethnic man when I envision a Turk. I can do this with most races too, idk how or why. Whenever someone claims they're white and I say they aren't, I'm usually right but I look like a weirdo because lol how did I know?

But imo if you're ethnic you're ethnic. Ethnics that delude themselves into thinking they're white and look down on other ethnics are scum.

But since you're a white-passing Turk, run JBW game. The Turkish part won't bother them.

And lol yea I got so lucky. My coworkers had to actually work which is the sad part.
 
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I do thinking about it every second. It's like.. it's just same as breathing for me.
For past month I stuck in my room and thought about killing myself for all day long.
 
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Americans aren't familiar with Albanians, they're mixed in with the other Eastern Europeans. So they're essentially white. The reason I called you ethnic is because Turks look ethnic in my eyes. Idk what it is, even if it's a white-passing Turk that can fool most ppl, they can't to me. So I have the image of a short ethnic man when I envision a Turk. I can do this with most races too, idk how or why. Whenever someone claims they're white and I say they aren't, I'm usually right but I look like a weirdo because lol how did I know?

But imo if you're ethnic you're ethnic. Ethnics that delude themselves into thinking they're white and look down on other ethnics are scum.

But since you're a white-passing Turk, run JBW game. The Turkish part won't bother them.

And lol yea I got so lucky. My coworkers had to actually work which is the sad part.
It depends really, my dad's side looks kinda ethnic but my mothers side is 100% other european countries that were occupied by Ottoman Turkey mixed in with some turkish blood.

JFL at my olive skin in comparison to my handsome AF uncle blonde hair green eyes 5'10 ( good height in turkey) who has mothers in turkey to ask him if they want to marry their daughters LMFAO
 
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Actual mental health challenged users, how often does this occur for you?

i think im confident enough to feel addressed by this, as someone who has to deal with mental problems (depression) since years (since I was 15 or so). Sadly the answer is every day. No matter if Im surrounded by people or in vacation. Its always there and its like a jail, seriously.
tldr: sadlife qq
 
It depends really, my dad's side looks kinda ethnic but my mothers side is 100% other european countries that were occupied by Ottoman Turkey mixed in with some turkish blood.

JFL at my olive skin in comparison to my handsome AF uncle blonde hair green eyes 5'10 ( good height in turkey) who has mothers in turkey to ask him if they want to marry their daughters LMFAO
Your dad struck good then
 
i think im confident enough to feel addressed by this, as someone who has to deal with mental problems (depression) since years (since I was 15 or so). Sadly the answer is every day. No matter if Im surrounded by people or in vacation. Its always there and its like a jail, seriously.
tldr: sadlife qq
my depression will instantly go off if my face magically become chad.
 
my depression will instantly go off if my face magically become chad.

do you think so? Well I can tell you that I was initially depressed because I was a short ugly motherfucker with like 5'7 at 15 y/o. Years later and now im 6' but I even feel worse mentally tbh. Ofc Im glad that Im a little bit more okayish in the aspects of height but the mental problems didn't disappear. Maybe its because I am a loner asf and tired of ppl, dont want to see them anymore, who knows
 
do you think so? Well I can tell you that I was initially depressed because I was a short ugly motherfucker with like 5'7 at 15 y/o. Years later and now im 6' but I even feel worse mentally tbh. Ofc Im glad that Im a little bit more okayish in the aspects of height but the mental problems didn't disappear. Maybe its because I am a loner asf and tired of ppl, dont want to see them anymore, who knows
i love socializing, not awkward at all,
but i hate my face. my face blocks me from getting girls or do whatever..
purely it looks so ugly and girls seems repulsed too.
 
i love socializing, not awkward at all,
but i hate my face. my face blocks me from getting girls or do whatever..
purely it looks so ugly and girls seems repulsed too.

i havent seen you so idk what your flaws are but try to improve. there are numerous things one can do.
 
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i havent seen you so idk what your flaws are but try to improve. there are numerous things one can do.
im gook.
no brow ridge.
flat face flat maxilla.
lost youth, when i finish all the surgeries which are not even guaranteed, i will be too old.
still can't get girl because there obviously is a threshold and i dont think it will be in my favor.
 
im gook.
no brow ridge.
flat face flat maxilla.
lost youth, when i finish all the surgeries which are not even guaranteed, i will be too old.
still can't get girl because there obviously is a threshold and i dont think it will be in my favor.

sad. but i believe you arent that bad looking as you see yourself
 
Your dad struck good then
Yeah I guess lmfao, he was decent looking when younger though.

plus people in turkey dont care if you are ethnic or white, from what ive seen anyway but as long as ur gl that is.
do you think so? Well I can tell you that I was initially depressed because I was a short ugly motherfucker with like 5'7 at 15 y/o. Years later and now im 6' but I even feel worse mentally tbh. Ofc Im glad that Im a little bit more okayish in the aspects of height but the mental problems didn't disappear. Maybe its because I am a loner asf and tired of ppl, dont want to see them anymore, who knows
What is your face like? I have seen plenty of average looking 6'0 men who slay or get easy ONS.

@DoctorLooksmax is a prime example of this, he is pretty normie/decent looking and has shown me some of the slays he's gotten, they were hot and I predict this happened due to NTness, his good height and his face meeting at least the baseline level.
Being a manlet is so fucking brutal :incel: cant compare it to frame and face
Good looking manlets are slayers though, the only problem is with being a good looking manlet is that after a certain age girls wont want you anymore, they would rather be searching for some 6'0+ half betabux half "safe husband" normie as an LTR/marriage, slaying after 30 is cope anyway imo.
sad. but i believe you arent that bad looking as you see yourself
yeah depression sucks man, im not too sure if your height is your problem however if you are 6'0 and even more depressed than before.

I think most people on this website are somewhat fucked up mentally, some more than others but I believe most people are hypersensitive varying degrees of normies who cannot play the numbers game with trying to attract women
 
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Actual mental health challenged users, how often does this occur for you?

I think about suicide most days, or wishing I was someone else everyday.

I wouldn't do it due to the extreme guilt, I wish I could though, I think I will off myself within 10 years if I dont feel moderately happy.
Haven’t ever seriously considered it
 
Haven’t ever seriously considered it
yeah its more like I have thoughts of it that subside pretty quickly, can be quite brutal though

lol @ BPD lmfao
 
Atleast 10 times a week. JFL I'm even having one right now in the gym cuz I'm surrounded by mirrors.
 
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i live a pretty mediocre and boring life where i just rot most days, basically im the “he’s weird but he’s funny” person
but i can’t really say my life is hard in any way or that i have any real depression or suicidal thoughts
 
 
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Atleast 10 times a week. JFL I'm even having one right now in the gym cuz I'm surrounded by mirrors.
Yeah this is me as well, I find many things are helpful to cope though namely

- drugs
- socialising with friends
- food
and other things where ur immersed in the activity, Vidya could be one
i live a pretty mediocre and boring life where i just rot most days, basically im the “he’s weird but he’s funny” person
but i can’t really say my life is hard in any way or that i have any real depression or suicidal thoughts
That's actually me as well, I feel like everyone has a different opinion of me though

My mood swings change rapidly so some people think im some cunt some people think im happy and social/NT
 
Every hour roughly
 
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