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And it wasn't nearly as hard as it is now. It was tough ngl, especially when she was graduating and i knew she would be long gone, but i managed to pull it. Cause at that point, i still had faith, faith that if i try i can ascend and become a slayer.
But you know what happened? I just forgot about her, and my brain got filled with shitty copes like Dark Souls and Kingdom Hearts. It was good while it lasted, i met other girls, of course none of them was nearly as pretty not that they liked me anyway, i had some nice copes.
And even though i knew i wasnt good enough for her, i coped by saying "its just another foid" when it wasnt but i just forgot how she made me feel. And at some point i had been confident that i was worthy of her lol.
But then i got curious to find out if she realy graduated. And you know the saying, curiosity killed the cat. Cause seeing her pretty graduation pics, i remember why she is my oneitis and all the shit came back to me, even worse cause now she is gone forever. I have a knot in mh hyeart for 2 days and im barely consious.
But you know what happened? I just forgot about her, and my brain got filled with shitty copes like Dark Souls and Kingdom Hearts. It was good while it lasted, i met other girls, of course none of them was nearly as pretty not that they liked me anyway, i had some nice copes.
And even though i knew i wasnt good enough for her, i coped by saying "its just another foid" when it wasnt but i just forgot how she made me feel. And at some point i had been confident that i was worthy of her lol.
But then i got curious to find out if she realy graduated. And you know the saying, curiosity killed the cat. Cause seeing her pretty graduation pics, i remember why she is my oneitis and all the shit came back to me, even worse cause now she is gone forever. I have a knot in mh hyeart for 2 days and im barely consious.
