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I went to the dermatologist and i got prescribed finasteride and retin A
But the story really starts when I got on the bus to go home
Boys, this was fucking amazing, I fell in love and I nearly fainted so here we go
I was at the bus stop drifting off thinking of how ugly I am and how much I wanted to go home cause I was afraid of people judging my disgusting eye area, I kept looking at everyone and nearly crying in despair and agony.
I then spotted an angel. She looked around 16-17, wearing a low cut white sleeveless shirt with bra straps hanging off her shoulders and I could see the top quarter of her tits
My heart started pounding and i wanted to jump on the road. But then it got better. I saw her face and I was in love. She had a round neotenous skull and I instantly thought of Nessa Barrett but a blonde version. She had compact midface (>1.1), chubby cheeks and protruding cheekbones, a piggy nose with squashed nasal bridge, deep set eyes with a decent amount of UEE but the eye shape was round and dreamy and dark blue (in bright lighting so must be dark), her eyebrows were thin but rounded in a seductive way, which perfectly framed her georgously expressive innocent dreamy eyes, made her look high trust but also sexy. She had some red spots from sunburn just below her cheekbones and it contrasted perfectly with her beautiful white skin. She had long hair down past her shoulders to around her midriff. It was dirty blonde and it made me think of angels and fairies.
My bus came and then to my horror she got on too. I sat at the front to avoid them (girls usually sit at the back), but her group sat right in front of me. I had a perfect view of her 3/4 and side and occasionally front.
I originally looked out the window and nearly started crying cause her voice was so angelic. I was salvating and I had a raging boner. I couldn’t resist and I looked and WE MADE EYE CONTACT FOR 3 seconds and she knew I was checking her out and I suddenly felt low inhib. I didn’t care she caught me. I already knew I’m deformed and have scary eye area so whatever she does to judge me is pointless cause I already know I’m ugly so nothing would insult me or surprise me.
Throughout the bus ride, I looked at her around 40-50 times, each for around 5 seconds. We made eye contact around 15 times and I knew 100% she knew I wanted her so badly and she smirked a few times.
Muh giving girls validation I don’t give a fuck. She gets validation from 1000’s of guys so one guy staring at her would make no difference to her day.
I didn’t give a fuck, she was a drug. I hadn’t stared at such a pretty girl in nearly 4 years. I was looking at all her features and trying to picture it in my mind so I could draw it in my diary when I get home.
Multiple times when we made eye contact, my eyes started feeling heavy and I couldn’t control them, I was blinking uncontrollably and moaning and my mouth and cheeks were having a seizure but mask saved me. I felt like fainting in utter orgasmic relief, like all my years of inceldom, all the torture, completely undone by staring at this beautiful angel and even making eye contact. I was in heaven and my inhibition left me, I just wanted to be on the bus forever. I wanted to stare at her forever. By now, she knew I was utterly in love with her, a creepy stalker but I loved it. I was picturing doing all sorts of things to her.
She was talking about school and her 18th birthday in October and she was talking about who she’d invite. She also brought a book out of her bag and said it was for class. She said her parents wouldn’t approve of a big birthday. She then talked about some hot guy who looks like a model and her friends started complimenting him. I instantly felt rage that I’m not hers and some stupid brute who lucked out will get to experience all the pleasures of her angelic dreamy face and her bubbly personality. I didn’t care though, I just wanted to look at her forever I had never seen anything so addictive. I wanted one for myself.
I got off, and I made sure to walk past her and stare at her tits and then her eyes. She saw and she couldn’t do anything about it. I was dominating her mentally, she knew I was low inhib and wanted her and she just faltered in submissiveness, pretending I wasn’t eye fucking her. I was rent free. I’m not scared of you, I am above you.
I reckon she’ll tell her friends about the creepy guy who kept staring at her but I want her to. I want her to mention me and picture my creepy eyes piercing her soul. I want her beautiful lips to utter my physical description cause I’ll feel connected to her. I want to haunt her dreams. I can still picture her face and I feel like fainting from happiness.
I will not stand this anymore. It is too much to not have them. They’re the greatest thing on earth and if I can’t have them I don’t know what I’ll do. But overall, it was the most orgasmic, dreamy, dopamine inducing experience of my life. I can’t believe I had to rot and avoid these perfect creatures.
But the story really starts when I got on the bus to go home
Boys, this was fucking amazing, I fell in love and I nearly fainted so here we go
I was at the bus stop drifting off thinking of how ugly I am and how much I wanted to go home cause I was afraid of people judging my disgusting eye area, I kept looking at everyone and nearly crying in despair and agony.
I then spotted an angel. She looked around 16-17, wearing a low cut white sleeveless shirt with bra straps hanging off her shoulders and I could see the top quarter of her tits
My heart started pounding and i wanted to jump on the road. But then it got better. I saw her face and I was in love. She had a round neotenous skull and I instantly thought of Nessa Barrett but a blonde version. She had compact midface (>1.1), chubby cheeks and protruding cheekbones, a piggy nose with squashed nasal bridge, deep set eyes with a decent amount of UEE but the eye shape was round and dreamy and dark blue (in bright lighting so must be dark), her eyebrows were thin but rounded in a seductive way, which perfectly framed her georgously expressive innocent dreamy eyes, made her look high trust but also sexy. She had some red spots from sunburn just below her cheekbones and it contrasted perfectly with her beautiful white skin. She had long hair down past her shoulders to around her midriff. It was dirty blonde and it made me think of angels and fairies.
My bus came and then to my horror she got on too. I sat at the front to avoid them (girls usually sit at the back), but her group sat right in front of me. I had a perfect view of her 3/4 and side and occasionally front.
I originally looked out the window and nearly started crying cause her voice was so angelic. I was salvating and I had a raging boner. I couldn’t resist and I looked and WE MADE EYE CONTACT FOR 3 seconds and she knew I was checking her out and I suddenly felt low inhib. I didn’t care she caught me. I already knew I’m deformed and have scary eye area so whatever she does to judge me is pointless cause I already know I’m ugly so nothing would insult me or surprise me.
Throughout the bus ride, I looked at her around 40-50 times, each for around 5 seconds. We made eye contact around 15 times and I knew 100% she knew I wanted her so badly and she smirked a few times.
Muh giving girls validation I don’t give a fuck. She gets validation from 1000’s of guys so one guy staring at her would make no difference to her day.
I didn’t give a fuck, she was a drug. I hadn’t stared at such a pretty girl in nearly 4 years. I was looking at all her features and trying to picture it in my mind so I could draw it in my diary when I get home.
Multiple times when we made eye contact, my eyes started feeling heavy and I couldn’t control them, I was blinking uncontrollably and moaning and my mouth and cheeks were having a seizure but mask saved me. I felt like fainting in utter orgasmic relief, like all my years of inceldom, all the torture, completely undone by staring at this beautiful angel and even making eye contact. I was in heaven and my inhibition left me, I just wanted to be on the bus forever. I wanted to stare at her forever. By now, she knew I was utterly in love with her, a creepy stalker but I loved it. I was picturing doing all sorts of things to her.
She was talking about school and her 18th birthday in October and she was talking about who she’d invite. She also brought a book out of her bag and said it was for class. She said her parents wouldn’t approve of a big birthday. She then talked about some hot guy who looks like a model and her friends started complimenting him. I instantly felt rage that I’m not hers and some stupid brute who lucked out will get to experience all the pleasures of her angelic dreamy face and her bubbly personality. I didn’t care though, I just wanted to look at her forever I had never seen anything so addictive. I wanted one for myself.
I got off, and I made sure to walk past her and stare at her tits and then her eyes. She saw and she couldn’t do anything about it. I was dominating her mentally, she knew I was low inhib and wanted her and she just faltered in submissiveness, pretending I wasn’t eye fucking her. I was rent free. I’m not scared of you, I am above you.
I reckon she’ll tell her friends about the creepy guy who kept staring at her but I want her to. I want her to mention me and picture my creepy eyes piercing her soul. I want her beautiful lips to utter my physical description cause I’ll feel connected to her. I want to haunt her dreams. I can still picture her face and I feel like fainting from happiness.
I will not stand this anymore. It is too much to not have them. They’re the greatest thing on earth and if I can’t have them I don’t know what I’ll do. But overall, it was the most orgasmic, dreamy, dopamine inducing experience of my life. I can’t believe I had to rot and avoid these perfect creatures.
