DarknLost
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The girls that hate me the most (including my oneitis) for my behaviour were also the ones that loves and complimented me the most for my looks.
Q: Why do they hate me?
A: I am an easily jealous type and because of this I constantly used to argue with them and pick on their guy friends.
I know it was a stupid idea but because I am also weak minded and a neuropath,its hard for me to control my anger. When something hits my jealousy,I go full beast mode. The anger is so bad I don't think before I act at all, to the point i was even able to tell my oneitis she is an unfair whore,etc.
I was also be able to get jealous because of the smallest bullshit and argue about it alot (for example if I saw the girls talking to their guy friends more then talked to me)
4 months ago my oneitis had enough of me and started hating me to the point she promised not to talk to me anymore. Since then I tried to reach her and apologized a thousand times,but our past was so horrible,I don't think she forgives me or stops thinking I am an asshole even if I become a better person.
Also back when we used to talk,she literally told me this (In Hungarian):
"You are indeed very gl,but mentally retarded,which makes it over for you"
Q: Why do they hate me?
A: I am an easily jealous type and because of this I constantly used to argue with them and pick on their guy friends.
I know it was a stupid idea but because I am also weak minded and a neuropath,its hard for me to control my anger. When something hits my jealousy,I go full beast mode. The anger is so bad I don't think before I act at all, to the point i was even able to tell my oneitis she is an unfair whore,etc.
I was also be able to get jealous because of the smallest bullshit and argue about it alot (for example if I saw the girls talking to their guy friends more then talked to me)
4 months ago my oneitis had enough of me and started hating me to the point she promised not to talk to me anymore. Since then I tried to reach her and apologized a thousand times,but our past was so horrible,I don't think she forgives me or stops thinking I am an asshole even if I become a better person.
Also back when we used to talk,she literally told me this (In Hungarian):
"You are indeed very gl,but mentally retarded,which makes it over for you"
