It's over, I gave in to a cope

[Chinacurry]

As some of u know I suffer from extreme anxiety, social claustrophobia, autism, and depression and am on many meds for these.

I am a light skinned mixed ethnic, and my problems started when my noodle GF (had hooked up with 50+ guys) told me I wasn't good enough for ONS, only for LTR, and that I was too dark skinned to be attractive (TBF her friend said that not me).

I've always been able to get white girls pretty easily, but have deliberately avoided as I am not a fan.

Today I just have up because I have been incel for too long, I was in the pub with my friends (all white, 20-30 years older than me) and some white girls came in, one made light talk with me, but mainly with my friends who are much more NT than me. She was decent looking typical white Becky, from Sweden, looked late 20s. She made a comment about my appearance when a friend asked me for my lighter and she said, 'here just strike your match on Chinacurrys stubble haha' (yeah I only shave once a week).

Then this continued for about an hour, me remaining largely silent, everyone else buying drinks and talking.

We got kicked out of the pub (covid rules), and then went and drank a bit more at a 7-11, and the Becky kissed me sort of out of the blue, and said if I want to go somewhere else, so we did and went to her apartment (even though it was much further than mine), and had vanilla sex.

Now I'm trying to make my way home, while my boss is texting me asking about commodity prices.

Btw, I DO NOT consider this ascension or anything special, because I wasn't particularly into her, or her race unless they look like an Eastern European porn star

 

[Deleted member 12303]

Why are you hanging with such old guys

 

[Chinacurry]

Oh forgot to add I wasn't wearing any special clothes, just jeans, plain t-shirt, Jordan 13s, and no decent watch, just a MiBand4 fitness tracker

 

[Deleted member 6128]

Must be a subhuman to be roasted by a noodlewhore

 

[Chinacurry]

Why are you hanging with such old guys

Because all the guys in my age have kids and families and never do shit, all the guys I work with are older than me and are bluepilled AF curries, local ricemen only make friends with other ricemen, and young expats won't wanna hang with someone in mid 30s.
These guys I hang with are pretty decent, have good stories, love fucking noodlewhores, and earn similar to me so we can do similar shit together

 

[Deleted member 795]

Nice job.. i guess? I didnt read everything, but i understand you had sex with a good girl

 

[Chinacurry]

Must be a subhuman to be roasted by a noodlewhore

I don't think I'm subhuman, just a bit fat now, and poor undereye support (wasn't able to get fillers cos covid stopped me travelling to somewhere I'd trust).

But yeah I guess the fact I'm not white makes me a subhuman in strictest sense.

What makes it really painful is the fact that she was able to randomly meet 50+ guys who were good enough to be ONS/ Hookup/ FWB, then she met me, so it kind of proves that (in her eyes at least) I was in the bottom 2% of men in terms of attractiveness

 

[Chinacurry]

Nice job.. i guess? I didnt read everything, but i understand you had sex with a good girl

I had sex with an ok Becky, good body, longish blonde hair, blue eyes, same height as me, but nothing about her face jumped out as special, as in not at all exotic or interesting (this is why I only really like Latin, noodle, MEA, and Eastern European foids, because they are not vanilla).

Sex was only ok, we used a condom, which I hate, and I came on her chest and tits.

 

[St. Wristcel]

Nigga just had sex with a Swedish foid
niggard this a brag thread
(just jokes)

 

[Deleted member 6867]

Because all the guys in my age have kids and families and never do shit, all the guys I work with are older than me and are bluepilled AF curries, local ricemen only make friends with other ricemen, and young expats won't wanna hang with someone in mid 30s.
These guys I hang with are pretty decent, have good stories, love fucking noodlewhores, and earn similar to me so we can do similar shit together

where did you meet these old dudes

 

[Deleted member 10524]

What

 

[Chinacurry]

where did you meet these old dudes

There is a dude at my office who sits near me, and I often see him going for a cigarette, one day I saw him outside the pub as I was walking back from the gym, I stuck around, made friends with his wider group, and am now part of that group.

 

[Chinacurry]

Nigga just had sex with a Swedish foid
niggard this a brag thread
(just jokes)

Yeah, have had sex with a few Swedish, Danish, Norwegian, German, polish, Italian foids, I guess cos it's easier to be NT when foids approach you.

The foids I actually like over here (Chinese, Malaysian, Indonesian, Japanese, Thai, Viet ) I'm too high inhib to do shit with so just jerk to porn k

 

[St. Wristcel]

Yeah, have had sex with a few Swedish, Danish, Norwegian, German, polish, Italian foids, I guess cos it's easier to be NT when foids approach you.

The foids I actually like over here (Chinese, Malaysian, Indonesian, Japanese, Thai, Viet ) I'm too high inhib to do shit with so just jerk to porn k

Where do you live? UK?

 

[Chinacurry]

Where do you live? UK?

Hong Kong, but am UK born and bred

 

[St. Wristcel]

Hong Kong, but am UK born and bred

nice

 

[mewcoper]

As some of u know I suffer from extreme anxiety, social claustrophobia, autism, and depression and am on many meds for these.

I am a light skinned mixed ethnic, and my problems started when my noodle GF (had hooked up with 50+ guys) told me I wasn't good enough for ONS, only for LTR, and that I was too dark skinned to be attractive (TBF her friend said that not me).

I've always been able to get white girls pretty easily, but have deliberately avoided as I am not a fan.

Today I just have up because I have been incel for too long, I was in the pub with my friends (all white, 20-30 years older than me) and some white girls came in, one made light talk with me, but mainly with my friends who are much more NT than me. She was decent looking typical white Becky, from Sweden, looked late 20s. She made a comment about my appearance when a friend asked me for my lighter and she said, 'here just strike your match on Chinacurrys stubble haha' (yeah I only shave once a week).

Then this continued for about an hour, me remaining largely silent, everyone else buying drinks and talking.

We got kicked out of the pub (covid rules), and then went and drank a bit more at a 7-11, and the Becky kissed me sort of out of the blue, and said if I want to go somewhere else, so we did and went to her apartment (even though it was much further than mine), and had vanilla sex.

Now I'm trying to make my way home, while my boss is texting me asking about commodity prices.

Btw, I DO NOT consider this ascension or anything special, because I wasn't particularly into her, or her race unless they look like an Eastern European porn star

being sex haver and crying here gtfo

 

[copeittothelimit]

you should write more novels bub

 

[Deleted member 8832]

Nigga just had sex with a Swedish foid
niggard this a brag thread
(just jokes)

Another day another mogging from a chadpreet

JBC is unironically true jfl

 

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