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Good evening looksmaxers, after years of lurking /r9k/, old /r/incels and lookism I've finally decided to write my own take about the Blackpill and how it can affect, not only us males but actually any living person on earth.
I should preface this giving some details about me. I'm a 24y/o brazilian guy. White (german father/portuguese mother descent), 1m88cm tall, very average skinny body but with decent frame, shoulders broader than my hips/lower body, nice back and good genetics (have lifted for around 1.5 years and had great results, now with a full time job and college at night I seriously dont have the energy nor the time to do so but I intend to go back to lifting ASAP).
The reason why I mostly lurked my whole period reading blackpilled forums was because I found out about them kind of late. I was already 20 years old and had already gone through what I like to call my "late-bloom period". Nowadays, with the way I look, most of the users of this forum would call me a chad. Not a chadlite, not a gigachad, a regular chad leaning towards prettyboy instead of ultramasculine. I obviously am willing to prove this but I'd rather PM some pictures of myself to someone who will then confirm this on this thread instead of posting pictures here and risking being doxxed or something.
But if you're a chad why the fuck do you waste your time reading /r9k/, old /r/incels or even here? Because, as I said, I late bloomed. When I was 13-17 I was absolutely hideous. I was already around 1m80cm tall but I weighted (I kid you not) 55-60kilos. My face was absolutely RIDDEN with terrible inflammed acne. And I was the most insecure and spergy wannabe-edgy teen you could possibily imagine. Add this to the fact I studied in a very prestiged school of my city here in brazil where the top% of the population kids were and you can imagine how this affected me. I was lanky, spergy and ugly as fuck and... people treated me bad. I had difficulty making friends and even moreso, mantaining them. Girls would hug boys to say hi and often avoided me. Being high-innib at the time I even got bullied by half my height kids whom I could probably stand a fight against. This went through my entire middle school and high school period of my life and left me pretty scarred. Scarred enough I could relate to the problems people face here.
When I went past 18 my metabolism got a little better and I naturally put on some weight. Went from ~60kg to ~75kg (not great but I didn't look like I had AIDS or something). I treated my acne with accutane for 9 months and, with the help of a very good dermatologist, was left with 0 scars on my face, literally perfect peach skin. I grew a light beard which people say compliments my prettyboy face and my bone structure/facial features ended up in a great way: positive canthal tilt, great eyebrows, great mouth, asymmetric but small/cute nose, great teeth genetics, proportional forehead and ears, not weak but not too strong chin and a nice jawline set me up for life.
And because all of this happened, I slowly started to notice how society treated me as if I were a different person. Obviously the first thing you notice is the attention from females, I went from pratically a virgin with very few intimate contact to a literal lost-count of sexual partners in my life nowadays. I think it's around 50-60 but I can't say for sure.
Enough of semi-bragging lets get to the meat of this post: what changed in my life besides female attention and attraction:
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So what to take from my experience? The blackpill is right, and people who benefit from it will almost always say it's not. They will say it's a "fair game" because they're winning, so in their view it's fair. But it is absolutely not. I know a lot of you guys have birth deffects that nothing can fix, but fix what you can fix. Hit the gym, get the best possible haircut you can, have surgery if you can because your life WILL get better. You do NOT need to overfocus in one aspect (ex: oh im a manlet I'll never be able to have a QOL as good as yours). This is not true. It's the whole picture, not just height, not just face, not just body, not just social aspects. Max the ones you can and live the best life you're able to. If you keep stuck in a self pity loop and dont looksmax you will suffer until the end of your life.
I apologize for english errors as it's not my mother tongue and I'll reply any question regarding this thread with full dedication.
I should preface this giving some details about me. I'm a 24y/o brazilian guy. White (german father/portuguese mother descent), 1m88cm tall, very average skinny body but with decent frame, shoulders broader than my hips/lower body, nice back and good genetics (have lifted for around 1.5 years and had great results, now with a full time job and college at night I seriously dont have the energy nor the time to do so but I intend to go back to lifting ASAP).
The reason why I mostly lurked my whole period reading blackpilled forums was because I found out about them kind of late. I was already 20 years old and had already gone through what I like to call my "late-bloom period". Nowadays, with the way I look, most of the users of this forum would call me a chad. Not a chadlite, not a gigachad, a regular chad leaning towards prettyboy instead of ultramasculine. I obviously am willing to prove this but I'd rather PM some pictures of myself to someone who will then confirm this on this thread instead of posting pictures here and risking being doxxed or something.
But if you're a chad why the fuck do you waste your time reading /r9k/, old /r/incels or even here? Because, as I said, I late bloomed. When I was 13-17 I was absolutely hideous. I was already around 1m80cm tall but I weighted (I kid you not) 55-60kilos. My face was absolutely RIDDEN with terrible inflammed acne. And I was the most insecure and spergy wannabe-edgy teen you could possibily imagine. Add this to the fact I studied in a very prestiged school of my city here in brazil where the top% of the population kids were and you can imagine how this affected me. I was lanky, spergy and ugly as fuck and... people treated me bad. I had difficulty making friends and even moreso, mantaining them. Girls would hug boys to say hi and often avoided me. Being high-innib at the time I even got bullied by half my height kids whom I could probably stand a fight against. This went through my entire middle school and high school period of my life and left me pretty scarred. Scarred enough I could relate to the problems people face here.
When I went past 18 my metabolism got a little better and I naturally put on some weight. Went from ~60kg to ~75kg (not great but I didn't look like I had AIDS or something). I treated my acne with accutane for 9 months and, with the help of a very good dermatologist, was left with 0 scars on my face, literally perfect peach skin. I grew a light beard which people say compliments my prettyboy face and my bone structure/facial features ended up in a great way: positive canthal tilt, great eyebrows, great mouth, asymmetric but small/cute nose, great teeth genetics, proportional forehead and ears, not weak but not too strong chin and a nice jawline set me up for life.
And because all of this happened, I slowly started to notice how society treated me as if I were a different person. Obviously the first thing you notice is the attention from females, I went from pratically a virgin with very few intimate contact to a literal lost-count of sexual partners in my life nowadays. I think it's around 50-60 but I can't say for sure.
Enough of semi-bragging lets get to the meat of this post: what changed in my life besides female attention and attraction:
- Breezed through every job interview - no exceptions. It's like I didnt even had to tryhard, people seem to trust my competence just by looking at me. And truth be said I'm a huge procrastinator with ADHD who fucked up big time in various jobs. Never got fired, barely reprehended. Both male and female coworkers were always interested in me and my life and always offered me help even when I didn't need it.
- Got away with some ridiculous shit in college, especially with younger female teachers. They would often give me 2nd chances and extend time windows which I could deliver reports and such. A couple of (female) teachers literally PASSED me when I had actually abandoned their classes that semester. I even stopped going to class! And -big surprise- a big friend of mine at the time (now a dropout of said college) was with me the whole time and didn't had the same luck with said teachers. Needless to say he wasn't a very gl guy.
- Family began actually respecting me. Nowadays they listen and value my opinions and personal points of view whereas when I was ugly as fuck I avoided any family contact because they would ruthlessly mock me and ignore me (my family is full of chad and staceys). They fucking accepted the fact that I smoke weed even though when I was younger, they threatened to put me in a mental hospital for it AND called the cops on me 2 times when I had some weed in my backpack.
- People stare at me on the streets/public transport. When I say "stare" it's in a good way. Kind of a mirin' way. Had girls literally smile and blush when I reciprocated eye contact and seen guys get visibly uncomfortable with my presence. Not uncommon for boyfriends of some female friends of mine to "not like me" for no reason whatsoever, even my uglier friends whom I would never even come close to trying anything.
- This one is, for me, the most INSANE one. Here in brazil the feminist movement is extremely popular. And I know a lot of americans will read this and think "haha cute" but you guys can't actually believe how feminism is around here. It's crazy. And I've heard dozens of girls complaining about boys they went out with and had sex and they TRIED to fuck them without a condom. Tried. Not did. It's a common trope here, girls call them "boy lixos" (trash boys). If a random guy who will have sex with you for the first time tries to be clever and not use a condom, he's trash. Why am I telling you this? I'm single for 2 years now and have fucked, in my estimates, around 35-45 girls. NONE OF THEM I USED A CONDOM, NOT A SINGLE ONE. I have very low sensitivity on my penis due to death grip and porn addiction and I cant even keep it up with a condom. Every girl gets to my room, I open my drawer and go "oh my god im so sorry i forgot to buy a condom". Most of them will make a small scene for a minute and then hop on my dick, some won't even request a condom at all and some even encouraged me to cum inside (never did, I'm crazy not dumb). When I told this to a close friend of mine he ridiculed me, telling me it was impossible I didnt use a single condom during these 2 years and it's absolutely true. This proved valid to younger (18) and older (25+) girls aswell. Some of them would try to mitigate damage the day after texting me stuff like "we are crazy! we cant do that its risky" but then met me again and continued fucking with no protection whatsoever.
- In general, people seem to respect me more/have interest in what I have to say. Lots of lesser PSL rated guys begin disliking me without even saying a word to me, while good looking guys sympatize with me from the get go. And every single girl without fail, when commenting on my looks, say that I look "like a jerk" clearly in an attractive way. I don't! I'm not the classic muscular quarterback chad, I'm a skinny prettyboy. But as you can probably tell by this thread, some facial features actually bend the mentality of people.
- Some final things worth to mention are how my mother was disgusted by me when I was younger (even kicked me out of her house) and after my 20's she now wants to shove in everyones faces that I'm her son and repeteadily asks me to come back living with her. When I'm emotionally getting involved with someone they always assume I'm a guy with lots of experience and girls going after me (I even try do deny it and keep a good boy impression). When I dated, my father/mother-in law always, without fail LOVED me to death and contacted me after the breakups telling me to reconsider it. I'm the one who ended all my relationships and my most recent one the girls fucking moved out of town to avoid dealing with me. Most of my life I was a complete lazy fuck who didn't wanted nothing to do with life, college, employment and this never seemed to bother females, they were always comprehensive of my "phase" and "believed in my potential" even when literally all I did was smoke weed, go out and get drunk and have sex/play videogames.
- Last but not least, a lot of details in everyday routine also changed, the way people treat me in stores, bars, even clubs. Had friends being barred from entering clubs I was authorized beforehand (they were literally WITH me, I had to leave when they couldnt enter). People assume I have money even though I'm painfully middle class, amongst other stuff, enough of exemplifying.
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So what to take from my experience? The blackpill is right, and people who benefit from it will almost always say it's not. They will say it's a "fair game" because they're winning, so in their view it's fair. But it is absolutely not. I know a lot of you guys have birth deffects that nothing can fix, but fix what you can fix. Hit the gym, get the best possible haircut you can, have surgery if you can because your life WILL get better. You do NOT need to overfocus in one aspect (ex: oh im a manlet I'll never be able to have a QOL as good as yours). This is not true. It's the whole picture, not just height, not just face, not just body, not just social aspects. Max the ones you can and live the best life you're able to. If you keep stuck in a self pity loop and dont looksmax you will suffer until the end of your life.
I apologize for english errors as it's not my mother tongue and I'll reply any question regarding this thread with full dedication.
