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I've started looksmaxxing because of the negative feedback I've gotten over the years on my looks, plus my autistic behaviour. With the belief that I was never going to be NT, I started to obsess over my looks in an unhealthy way (I'm still obsessed). My goal is to become either HTN or chadlite (without surgeries. I'll only get a surgery if I know that it would surely ascend me).
My goals:
1) To become above average looking in order to minimize the negative feedback and get some easier validation from society, in general.
2) To gain some confidence (I'm really unconfident and insecure due to the negative feedback).
3 ) To have a less bitter personality, thanks to looking better.
4) To minimize the effort of masking my autism. I'll still mask it, but less, so I can enjoy talking to normal people (when I'l upgrade my looks).
5) To stop caring and obsessing about my looks.
6) To force myself to like normal people.
7) To have some motivation to socialize with strangers.
These are my objetives, and I would like to accomplish them.
Maybe I'm trying to change so many things, but I don't want to live anymore if I keep receiving negative feedback. It doesn't make any sense to me. Why would I live among people that doesn't want me and that doesn't care to understand me?
My goals:
1) To become above average looking in order to minimize the negative feedback and get some easier validation from society, in general.
2) To gain some confidence (I'm really unconfident and insecure due to the negative feedback).
3 ) To have a less bitter personality, thanks to looking better.
4) To minimize the effort of masking my autism. I'll still mask it, but less, so I can enjoy talking to normal people (when I'l upgrade my looks).
5) To stop caring and obsessing about my looks.
6) To force myself to like normal people.
7) To have some motivation to socialize with strangers.
These are my objetives, and I would like to accomplish them.
Maybe I'm trying to change so many things, but I don't want to live anymore if I keep receiving negative feedback. It doesn't make any sense to me. Why would I live among people that doesn't want me and that doesn't care to understand me?
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