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That was the year i met my oneitis. From that moment on, my confidence was forever ruined, i never felt good enough, every night i had nightmares of her getting fucked by chads, i went days without eating, my grades went to shit, got grey hair, tears, weakness, stomachaches, diziness.
This shit changed me forever, i stopped being happy, i became paranoid, negative thoughts all the time, always playing imaginary scenarios where i lose in my mind, always defeatism even if there is no competition.
And tbh I feel more pathetic about this than i feel about the fact that i cant fuck any girl at all. I hate, hate, hate this shit, its not fair if you are not gl enough.
This shit changed me forever, i stopped being happy, i became paranoid, negative thoughts all the time, always playing imaginary scenarios where i lose in my mind, always defeatism even if there is no competition.
And tbh I feel more pathetic about this than i feel about the fact that i cant fuck any girl at all. I hate, hate, hate this shit, its not fair if you are not gl enough.