alien
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My ex Yogapants walking out on me was the #1 regret in my life. Since I was partially responsible because I was a shtty boyfriend at times.
My other life regret is never asking out my oneitis from junior high (we went to high school together too). She was Filipino. Whenever I see Manuella Santos (the filipina chick) on Degrassi: The Next Generation, I am filled with tons of regret. I wish I asked her out at least by high school.
My filipina oneitis complimented my intelligence. And she was always nice to me. I was a good looking 13 year old boy. But I have autism so I was socially awkward af. She was like the only girl in school who was nice to me. I think she could tell I liked her. I was kissless handholdless until 16 when I met a girl online. Because I was too high-inhibition to ask out the Filipina at school.
Sometime in like 2008+, I can't recall when, maybe as late as 2012, she added me on Facebook. She was still good looking in her 20s. I never slid into her DMs because I lacked confidence. I thought she would think I'm a loser and that I wouldn't even know what to do with her in bed.
Fast forward to now and I check out her Facebook. And she aged like shit. At 34 years old. The filipina single mom I have a date with Monday has aged way more gracefully than her. And then I look in the mirror and admire my reflection. With nearly four days stubble. And my eyes that say, "I am a broken lonely man." And then I take a selfie and admire my selfie.
Regret. For not approaching her in her prime years. I could have felt her warm, moist tight soft island gook pussy and knocked her up with a hapa daughter (ok I don't want kids. I hate wagecucking. But a man can fantasize right?)
Funny thing is I bet she would reject me even now at 34. She probably thinks that she is higher value than me and deserves a legit Chad instead of a poor man's Manlet Chad with a dad bod. Toronto-born/Toronto-raised Filipina girls are just as arrogant as white girls in Toronto. Whereas I think Filipinas who were raised in the Phillippines are nicer people (though that other filipina single mom with the gut I couldn't get it up for ghosted me. But she probably did that because she might have felt embarrassed).
She is all tatted. I bet she's a scary bitch. I bet she rode the cock carousel hard. If it wasn't for the single mom I have a date with, I would slide into her DMs and try to secure the bang. But I bet she would reject me. lol.
My other life regret is never asking out my oneitis from junior high (we went to high school together too). She was Filipino. Whenever I see Manuella Santos (the filipina chick) on Degrassi: The Next Generation, I am filled with tons of regret. I wish I asked her out at least by high school.
My filipina oneitis complimented my intelligence. And she was always nice to me. I was a good looking 13 year old boy. But I have autism so I was socially awkward af. She was like the only girl in school who was nice to me. I think she could tell I liked her. I was kissless handholdless until 16 when I met a girl online. Because I was too high-inhibition to ask out the Filipina at school.
Sometime in like 2008+, I can't recall when, maybe as late as 2012, she added me on Facebook. She was still good looking in her 20s. I never slid into her DMs because I lacked confidence. I thought she would think I'm a loser and that I wouldn't even know what to do with her in bed.
Fast forward to now and I check out her Facebook. And she aged like shit. At 34 years old. The filipina single mom I have a date with Monday has aged way more gracefully than her. And then I look in the mirror and admire my reflection. With nearly four days stubble. And my eyes that say, "I am a broken lonely man." And then I take a selfie and admire my selfie.
Regret. For not approaching her in her prime years. I could have felt her warm, moist tight soft island gook pussy and knocked her up with a hapa daughter (ok I don't want kids. I hate wagecucking. But a man can fantasize right?)
Funny thing is I bet she would reject me even now at 34. She probably thinks that she is higher value than me and deserves a legit Chad instead of a poor man's Manlet Chad with a dad bod. Toronto-born/Toronto-raised Filipina girls are just as arrogant as white girls in Toronto. Whereas I think Filipinas who were raised in the Phillippines are nicer people (though that other filipina single mom with the gut I couldn't get it up for ghosted me. But she probably did that because she might have felt embarrassed).
She is all tatted. I bet she's a scary bitch. I bet she rode the cock carousel hard. If it wasn't for the single mom I have a date with, I would slide into her DMs and try to secure the bang. But I bet she would reject me. lol.
