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Ascended with roids & ltr
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Where have I been all this time?
Hello my incel brothers, I see many of you think that i committed suicide. I stopped posting mid October because I tried to do something with my life as I couldn't live like this anymore...
Did I ascend?
Did I lose kissless virginity?
Did I find a gf?
Did I die?
No.
I however lost my conversationless virginity recently.
In mid October when I stopped posting I found a job and decided to stop rotting and try something new. In that job I worked with nice older Lithuanian lady and her daughter Karla.
I asked the mother about her daughter and found out she is 18 and mostly her activities outside work consist of watching serials and listening to movies. I really hoped i could LTR her... she was complete cutie, zero makeup and beautiful youthfulmaxxed face, a good PSL6. I talked a bit with her in English (she speak it well) and thats how for the first time at age of 24 I talked to a girl (ofc not including cashiers and school tasks).
We talked maybe 3 times besides "hello" and "see ya" at the beginning and end of each day, and I had to initiate every conversation.... she didn't hold eye contact much so, yeah, I could feel the despise in her eyes towards my PSL2 birdcel recessed face.
Where am I at now?
I am currently wageslaving in another job I switched to, I work at warehouse for 3,80 euro per hour for 8 hours a day, like a slave without education or qualifications that I am.
What are my plans for future?
I finally accepted that I am utter subhuman KHHV 24 years old recessed failure and I shall never know how women's skin feel like, or how it feels to be hugged.
I am currently gathering money to buy good gaming PC and cope with games. Yes I gave up completely, there is just no point i am invisible to all women, I managed to almost fully kill my sex drive, a decade of inceldom destroyed my libido I now barely get horny or feel the mortal needs of sex or intimacy. Pretty much games are only thing left in life that give me some dopamine, that and gym.
I will continue to cope until I finally have enough and off myself. That is the pathetic fate that awaits suboptimal genetic failures. It is over bros... thats all I can say.
Hello my incel brothers, I see many of you think that i committed suicide. I stopped posting mid October because I tried to do something with my life as I couldn't live like this anymore...
Did I ascend?
Did I lose kissless virginity?
Did I find a gf?
Did I die?
No.
I however lost my conversationless virginity recently.
In mid October when I stopped posting I found a job and decided to stop rotting and try something new. In that job I worked with nice older Lithuanian lady and her daughter Karla.
I asked the mother about her daughter and found out she is 18 and mostly her activities outside work consist of watching serials and listening to movies. I really hoped i could LTR her... she was complete cutie, zero makeup and beautiful youthfulmaxxed face, a good PSL6. I talked a bit with her in English (she speak it well) and thats how for the first time at age of 24 I talked to a girl (ofc not including cashiers and school tasks).
We talked maybe 3 times besides "hello" and "see ya" at the beginning and end of each day, and I had to initiate every conversation.... she didn't hold eye contact much so, yeah, I could feel the despise in her eyes towards my PSL2 birdcel recessed face.
Where am I at now?
I am currently wageslaving in another job I switched to, I work at warehouse for 3,80 euro per hour for 8 hours a day, like a slave without education or qualifications that I am.
What are my plans for future?
I finally accepted that I am utter subhuman KHHV 24 years old recessed failure and I shall never know how women's skin feel like, or how it feels to be hugged.
I am currently gathering money to buy good gaming PC and cope with games. Yes I gave up completely, there is just no point i am invisible to all women, I managed to almost fully kill my sex drive, a decade of inceldom destroyed my libido I now barely get horny or feel the mortal needs of sex or intimacy. Pretty much games are only thing left in life that give me some dopamine, that and gym.
I will continue to cope until I finally have enough and off myself. That is the pathetic fate that awaits suboptimal genetic failures. It is over bros... thats all I can say.