RETURN OF THE KING - I am not dead, finally accepted my fate as KHHV subhuman - DEC 2020 UPDATE

I did 4 mog battlles with other ethnics and only lost one to @inceletto
When I left forum I stopped caring about all this psl shit I was sick of it. Maybe I will leave again when I get pc in February and spend all my free time on relax and games. I suggest you leave too and try to work and pump money into what you love whatever it is. Thats what I will do!
 
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I played games since I was 6 when i got my first pc with windows 95. That's literally how I managed to survive bullying and years of inceldom. That's the only thing I care about in this shit of a world.
Same story as me bro.You don't become incel,you are born incel.
 
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Read my other thread about schoolmate landwhale ignoring my "hi".

Ngl once a girl said hi to me, and i just stared at her and then looked away autistically. Whenever see her social media, it's hell of bad ride
 
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I used to play Stalker.It scared shit out of my as a kid especially those L4D jockey looking jumping creatures,althought i didnt like weapon damage since weapons felt like paper guns.Best thing about it was hiding from enemies and doing stealth kills.I recommend old Resident Evil series,Halo Combat,Fear Series,Manhunt,Stalin Subway
Walking around in that underground base with Controller at the end with headphones on, thats the real shit
 
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When I left forum I stopped caring about all this psl shit I was sick of it. Maybe I will leave again when I get pc in February and spend all my free time on relax and games. I suggest you leave too and try to work and pump money into what you love whatever it is. Thats what I will do!
Damn you're right. But tbh most of my time here was because of lockdown and I can't do irl shit so I have fun here. I did mog battles for fun
 
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Same story as me bro.You don't become incel,you are born incel.
Fuck it all bro just do what you love and accept that this is just a clown world and most people are mindless NPCs. Fuck it all, let it go and release some dopamine.
 
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Ngl once a girl said hi to me, and i just stared at her and then looked away autistically. Whenever see her social media, it's hell of bad ride
I wish girls said hi to me out of the blue. This one at work i started greeting her first I think and out of being nice maybe she kept greeting me with hi.
 
Damn you're right. But tbh most of my time here was because of lockdown and I can't do irl shit so I have fun here. I did mog battles for fun
Corona ending very soon, 2021 will be better for everyone
 
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Walking around in that underground base with Controller at the end with headphones on, thats the real shit
Do u remember burers?Gnome tier creatures based on slavic mythology?They were so funny.I remember first contact with them in some underground metro or base.
 
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Fuck it all bro just do what you love and accept that this is just a clown world and most people are mindless NPCs. Fuck it all, let it go and release some dopamine.
Yeah.If you are below average in slavic countries your only hope is becoming millionaire and have some hope for surgeries but unfortunately there is no hope except becoming doomer if you don't have any positive trait.Fuck this world tbh and fuck my stupid mother and dad giving birth to me subhuman goblin.As an incel there is no hope even becoming model.Mental damage will follow u entire life except if you are drug addict any dopamine addict or just dead
 
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Yeah.If you are below average in slavic countries your only hope is becoming millionaire and have some hope for surgeries but unfortunately there is no hope except becoming doomer if you don't have any positive trait.Fuck this world tbh and fuck my stupid mother and dad giving birth to me subhuman goblin.As an incel there is no hope even becoming model.Mental damage will follow u entire life except if you are drug addict any dopamine addict or just dead
Everyone here says it’s easy to get laid in Eastern Europe
 
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Everyone here says it’s easy to get laid in Eastern Europe
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I might slay landwhales for example but at least I don’t have to go overseas to get laid. Imo I consider that the same as escortcelling. You are basically paying for sex in the long term
No, because the girls want you and you're not paying them.
 
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in your situation I would do anything to save up money and try to go SEA and find a rich sugar momma tbh
 
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karla sounds amazing
you dread the day she will arrive with her boyfriend
 
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karla sounds amazing
you dread the day she will arrive with her boyfriend
When I was leaving work I told her goodbye for the last time and we never seen each other again... I wonder if she asked her mother about why I'm not here... probably not. Yeah its over for me man.
 
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that berserk soundtrack 😥
 
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Soon we will ascend into 25 KHHVdom.
 
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Dont give up @Over
 
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Soon we will ascend into 25 KHHVdom.
Yeah thats brutal man but this is just clown world, realize it that life is just a comedy and honk it out. Fuck it all ill just cope and suicide one day.
 
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I thought you were in gook land spreading your seed ?
 
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Welcome back brother!
 
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yeah the location correlation to their matches is fucking pathetic. if you dont slay in ur own town, most likely you are just ugly. unless you are going for a niche like BBC, or BWC in asia.
Guess I'm :chad: then
 
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Welcome back and no reply? Brutal bro
 
rather stupid to give up at this point
You'd better go to Switzerland, work there for 6 months and go through the riskiest surgeries
 
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rather stupid to give up at this point
You'd better go to Switzerland, work there for 6 months and go through the riskiest surgeries
what about renting costs lol
 
3.80 an hour brutal life. I made 3.84/hour with top 1% qualifications in the netherlands. Jews refuse to pay you well.

Life as a young male is just too fcking brutal.
 
what about renting costs lol
He can find a way to don't pay it or live in a car/wherever
its about being creative at this point, still - he doesn't have anything to lose
 
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He can find a way to don't pay it or live in a car/wherever
its about being creative at this point, still - he doesn't have anything to lose
lol never thought of living in car
 
this is what happens when patients try to leave the mental asylum that is .me
 
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Where have I been all this time?
Hello my incel brothers, I see many of you think that i committed suicide. I stopped posting mid October because I tried to do something with my life as I couldn't live like this anymore...





Did I ascend?
Did I lose kissless virginity?
Did I find a gf?
Did I die?





No.

I however lost my conversationless virginity recently.

In mid October when I stopped posting I found a job and decided to stop rotting and try something new. In that job I worked with nice older Lithuanian lady and her daughter Karla.
I asked the mother about her daughter and found out she is 18 and mostly her activities outside work consist of watching serials and listening to movies. I really hoped i could LTR her... she was complete cutie, zero makeup and beautiful youthfulmaxxed face, a good PSL6. I talked a bit with her in English (she speak it well) and thats how for the first time at age of 24 I talked to a girl (ofc not including cashiers and school tasks).

We talked maybe 3 times besides "hello" and "see ya" at the beginning and end of each day, and I had to initiate every conversation.... she didn't hold eye contact much so, yeah, I could feel the despise in her eyes towards my PSL2 birdcel recessed face.

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Where am I at now?
I am currently wageslaving in another job I switched to, I work at warehouse for 3,80 euro per hour for 8 hours a day, like a slave without education or qualifications that I am.


What are my plans for future?
I finally accepted that I am utter subhuman KHHV 24 years old recessed failure and I shall never know how women's skin feel like, or how it feels to be hugged.

I am currently gathering money to buy good gaming PC and cope with games. Yes I gave up completely, there is just no point i am invisible to all women, I managed to almost fully kill my sex drive, a decade of inceldom destroyed my libido I now barely get horny or feel the mortal needs of sex or intimacy. Pretty much games are only thing left in life that give me some dopamine, that and gym.

I will continue to cope until I finally have enough and off myself. That is the pathetic fate that awaits suboptimal genetic failures. It is over bros... thats all I can say.

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I was gonna check on u on WhatsApp but I'm using another phone now JFL.

It dossnt seem like you've made progress looks wise or mental wise. But well at least it getting a new experience which is wage slave.
 
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I was gonna check on u on WhatsApp but I'm using another phone now JFL.

It dossnt seem like you've made progress looks wise or mental wise. But well at least it getting a new experience which is wage slave.
Soon I will have PC and be able to cope for next couple of years so I'm good
 
Soon I will have PC and be able to cope for next couple of years so I'm good
That's not what you have to settle for.
 
That's not what you have to settle for.
I accepted that I won't touch a woman in my life ever. I look at women and I can see how much they despise me in their eyes... I am like a vermin to them
 
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why dont you go down the street life route ?

since it seems like you dont care about ur life u could get far in the underground world
 
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WELCOME BACK BRO I MISSED YOU KING 👑
 
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