What is even the point in trying?

[Deleted member 11167]

I fear that I cant do this shit much longer

I'm tired of constant mental state fluctuations ranging from Insanely optimistic and filled to the brim with hope to you are a socially retarded genetic death end that is breathing air for nothing.

No matter how hard I try to find a way out of this shit situation it seems that all solutions are either currently impossible for me or would take decades to come to fruition. it's just unbelievably hard to make any progress knowing this.

The worst of all is that I can't even vent to anyone IRL I tried it once with my parents but they would just shut me up and tell me that I'm a failure because "I don't work hard enough" and how "I'm a failure because I imagine myself to be one" no matter how much I argue with them they don't understand so I have to be docile for the fear that they might kick me out I'm 18 so they could that if they wanted to.

If I could time travel back when I was 15 with all the stuff I now know I might have had a chance at life.

But it's just too late for any significant change now

I don't have a single IRL friend nor did I have it for years.

I was never in any relationship of any kind.

All of my peers all going through their lives with the normal current of events that just happen for them all the while I'm yet to recover from all the shit that has happened in my shit existence.

I'm just a rotten footnote in their story a side NPC nothing more nothing else a thing that they can point to see just how good their lives are.

Every day that passes I'm getting older

In not that distant future I will be that guy some mother points to her child and telling him that is what you will become if you don't go to school jfl.

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[defaya]

Holy shit, imagine reading a word

 

[jellyfish101]

How old are you?

 

[Deleted member 11167]

How old are you?

18

 

[jellyfish101]

18

you gonna go to college?

 

[Deleted member 11167]

you gonna go to college?

I don't know what I'm going to do currently I'm going to trade school
btw I'm not living in America.

 

[jellyfish101]

I don't know what I'm going to do currently I'm going to trade school
btw I'm not living in America.

Doesn’t sound to me like you’re a failure to me, you’re young, progressing with life, and going to school. Honestly doing better than most dudes I know. In my experience trade schools are kinda shit for socializing but you’ve got time for that later once you get a good career out of trade school. Honestly just keep working on yourself dude you’ve got your whole life ahead of you.

 

[Deleted member 795]

Chill dude, it Is normal to think these things since men has to do really big efforts.

But dont give up

 

[Need2Ascend]

The best thing you can do in your situation is to find good friends, even if it's just 1, its one of the most important aspects for mental health and to keep a positive outlook on life in general

 

[Deleted member 11425]

True, what is even the point of it all in the first place? U životu samo umrijeti se mora ljepotane.

 

[Deleted member 11167]

True, what is even the point of it all in the first place? U životu samo umrijeti se mora ljepotane.

Ne znam
U zadnjih nekoliko dana jednostavno se osjećam usrano

 

[Deleted member 11167]

The best thing you can do in your situation is to find good friends, even if it's just 1, its one of the most important aspects for mental health and to keep a positive outlook on life in general

It's impossible to find friends for me because I have nothing to give and all relationships are one sided

 

[Deleted member 11167]

Chill dude, it Is normal to think these things since men has to do really big efforts.

But dont give up

Its just hopeless

 

[mortis]

Chill dude, it Is normal to think these things since men has to do really big efforts.

But dont give up

what effort just be chad and in a blink of an eye, you got 200 stacies by your side and beckies beggig you to suck your cock. real effort as a male starts when you have inferior genetics

 

[Deleted member 6577]

Can relate
Suicidal thoughts are also very common for me. I am thinking about roping constantly. Sometimes not ironically.

 

[Deleted member 795]

what effort just be chad and in a blink of an eye, you got 200 stacies by your side and beckies beggig you to suck your cock. real effort as a male starts when you have inferior genetics

is he a chad?

 

[mortis]

is he a chad?

no

 

[lifestyle21873]

i dont know bro but you cant give it up until you did everything you could

Only can you give up when you tried your best...

 

[Deleted member 795]

no

then your post doesnt make any sense

 

[Deleted member 10602]

dn rd but you're on the wrong website if you're asking " what is even the point in trying "

 

[bladeeout]

Stop watching porn lift heavy weights and pray to god. There are kids in Africa happier than you

 

[Deleted member 11167]

Stop watching porn

I did

lift heavy weights

I will

pray to god

I wont

There are kids in Africa happier than you

Which doesn't change my situation in any way shape or form

 

[bladeeout]

I did

I will

I wont

Which doesn't change my situation in any way shape or form

The point is that you’re too prideful to accept that there’s no reason you can’t be happy and content. You think you deserve better

 

[Deleted member 11167]

You think you deserve better

I do tbh

 

[bladeeout]

I do tbh

Why?

 

[Deleted member 10602]

I do tbh

that's fine but then posting shit like this isn't gonna give you more

 

[mortis]

then your post doesnt make any sense

i added to your incomplete statement. you said men has to do really big efforts, but in fact chads has to do nothing, its the garbage gene males that have it hard.

 

[bladeeout]

I do tbh

What do you offer people? are you capable of loving someone?
No one deserves anything and if you’ve been given a shit hand in life (bad genetics, bad parents, etc) then you just have to grind your player like an mmorpg until you can get things you want