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what would jordan do?
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I genuinely have no clue how i look. Depending on the day or lighting i am either between 2-6psl. Some days i genuinely feel like bottomw 5%, while other times when the lighting im easily top 15%. I know exactly how i look in each bathroom mirror in my school, worst one is maybe 2psl, while in the best one i look passable as above average. Not even in terms of attractiveness, I have 3-5 different versions of myself which all look distinctly different (i dont look like the same person sometimes)
Also i get so many conflicting complements/insults. yesterday guys in our group were discussing how im easily the best looking guy in our group, girls have also said im the best looking guy in the school JFL. but today they insulted my acne and said i was the ugliest guy in the group. So many examples of this lol, 3 people told me to try for this girl because im "fucking hot" while two others said, dont try for her cause your fucking ugly. like wtf
Im coping with this when i look good i dont try to talk to anyone and i just try to hide my face, but when i look decent i talk to everyone. This stops me from asking girls out cause i always think they might like me now, but what happens after 10minutes and they see me in bad lighting lol. Will they scream and run away? (dedsrs)
anyone else feel the same problem?
Also i get so many conflicting complements/insults. yesterday guys in our group were discussing how im easily the best looking guy in our group, girls have also said im the best looking guy in the school JFL. but today they insulted my acne and said i was the ugliest guy in the group. So many examples of this lol, 3 people told me to try for this girl because im "fucking hot" while two others said, dont try for her cause your fucking ugly. like wtf
Im coping with this when i look good i dont try to talk to anyone and i just try to hide my face, but when i look decent i talk to everyone. This stops me from asking girls out cause i always think they might like me now, but what happens after 10minutes and they see me in bad lighting lol. Will they scream and run away? (dedsrs)
anyone else feel the same problem?