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English not my native language, sorry for possible mistakes. 28HLM here, 4 years in couple with my 27LLF. We had sex 6 times, last time was 2 years ago. I thought I was unattractive so I started working out 5 times per week. I am now muscular and lean, 10.4% bodyfat. 1m83 (6 feet), 78kg (171lb). I do not like to show off, but I have no particular ugly features. Not balding, strong jawline, big shoulders, etc... women around me tell me I look good, yet can't get attention from my gf. I am tired of trying so hard for nothing. I am not proud of this but I have contacted a 26yo escort, meeting here in 6 hours in her appartment. She asked me what I would like. I said "intimacy, can you fake loving me?" Which she answered "You will get the love you deserve baby" simple words, yet nearly got me crying. Can't believe I am facing this shit. Keep you informed guys.