starvecell
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On both a genetic and personal level I have failed. I was born with bad luck I'm dumber then my dad have severe ADHD and possible autism. I could blame everything on those defects alone but the truth is I've fucked up most opportunities I was given and deserve this fate.
My parents have done everything to help me succeed and all I've ever done is disappoint them. I would kill myself but I don't even deserve that relief. Relief is for those who never were given help and tried everything I can't even claim that much. My life isn't even tragic I will suffer until I succeed or my life does become tragic enough to warrant suicide.
I've already gotten rid of everyone in my life that justifies my current state of being no more weak links just pain and suffering until I win or die trying. There's no way out but forward its now do or die for me
My parents have done everything to help me succeed and all I've ever done is disappoint them. I would kill myself but I don't even deserve that relief. Relief is for those who never were given help and tried everything I can't even claim that much. My life isn't even tragic I will suffer until I succeed or my life does become tragic enough to warrant suicide.
I've already gotten rid of everyone in my life that justifies my current state of being no more weak links just pain and suffering until I win or die trying. There's no way out but forward its now do or die for me
