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BernardMarx
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No cap philosophical topic.
30yo, 5"6.5 manlet here. I lived in few latin and southeast asian countries. I started to work online and travel like that in very young age (straight after graduating uni). The life was good, hooking up with cool girls (not like village whores, just a cool educated chill girls, you can find many of them in big cities, especially if you live there, not just travel for a week), people are so chill and open to you, almost never felt mogged by anyone or discriminated by my height (maybe sometimes I felt anxious a bit, in the clubs only). But I decided to come back to europe like a year ago and damn, life is though in here. Especially clubbing, I don't even feel like a man in the clubs anymore, I used to love clubbing like 10 years ago. 10cm shorter girls in high heels are mogging me in the club XD I am also kinda personalitycel, I have very good 1 on 1 dating game. Don't have big troubles to get laid in here thanks to tinder, I guess my travelcel persona do the work. But most of these girls are "good girls", which I am not a fan of as a guy who doesn't want serious relationship. They are often decent 6-7/10 and I still feel insecure af I go clubbing with them, even we if we fucked already before.
And now I see few solutions to this problem:
1. Looksmaxxx, hardmaxxx. Which means to fight on the very unfair playground. I guess I would need to make a limb lengthening, ideally even 10cm which would put me on almost average height. I have a decent veneers done on my teeths, but if I would like make bimax for a slightly recessed chin I would need to make a lot of orthodontic work. Complicated situation, not gonna explain. But to make my face looks better I would need to spend at least 30k eur + waste ~3 years looking like shit. Limb lengthening sounds extreme af, but I feel that this is the only way to stop mogging XD So in total its like a shit ton of money (around 100k eur?) and fucked up social and sport life for few years, sounds like a terrible idea in my situation honestly.
2. Softbluepill, softmaxxx. Learning how to not care about clubbing, being happy with what I already achieved with shitty cards in the hands. Softmaxxing hard + just being a better and more happy person.
3. Geomaxxx. Giving up on western world. Living life I used to live last few years. The ego is the biggest problem, I hate to admit that I lost and gave up :/ from the other side, that's the life most of the guys in my situation would dream about and I am ungrateful af.
I wanna see your perspectives. What do you think?
30yo, 5"6.5 manlet here. I lived in few latin and southeast asian countries. I started to work online and travel like that in very young age (straight after graduating uni). The life was good, hooking up with cool girls (not like village whores, just a cool educated chill girls, you can find many of them in big cities, especially if you live there, not just travel for a week), people are so chill and open to you, almost never felt mogged by anyone or discriminated by my height (maybe sometimes I felt anxious a bit, in the clubs only). But I decided to come back to europe like a year ago and damn, life is though in here. Especially clubbing, I don't even feel like a man in the clubs anymore, I used to love clubbing like 10 years ago. 10cm shorter girls in high heels are mogging me in the club XD I am also kinda personalitycel, I have very good 1 on 1 dating game. Don't have big troubles to get laid in here thanks to tinder, I guess my travelcel persona do the work. But most of these girls are "good girls", which I am not a fan of as a guy who doesn't want serious relationship. They are often decent 6-7/10 and I still feel insecure af I go clubbing with them, even we if we fucked already before.
And now I see few solutions to this problem:
1. Looksmaxxx, hardmaxxx. Which means to fight on the very unfair playground. I guess I would need to make a limb lengthening, ideally even 10cm which would put me on almost average height. I have a decent veneers done on my teeths, but if I would like make bimax for a slightly recessed chin I would need to make a lot of orthodontic work. Complicated situation, not gonna explain. But to make my face looks better I would need to spend at least 30k eur + waste ~3 years looking like shit. Limb lengthening sounds extreme af, but I feel that this is the only way to stop mogging XD So in total its like a shit ton of money (around 100k eur?) and fucked up social and sport life for few years, sounds like a terrible idea in my situation honestly.
2. Softbluepill, softmaxxx. Learning how to not care about clubbing, being happy with what I already achieved with shitty cards in the hands. Softmaxxing hard + just being a better and more happy person.
3. Geomaxxx. Giving up on western world. Living life I used to live last few years. The ego is the biggest problem, I hate to admit that I lost and gave up :/ from the other side, that's the life most of the guys in my situation would dream about and I am ungrateful af.
I wanna see your perspectives. What do you think?