Clown Show
Biggest subhuman ever, bottom 5% man
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So last week I had to do some training at my work which included being in a room in front of 21 people. Of course, this automatically caused my abused dog ass to get very socially anxious. Many times I was severely anxious because of my abused dog past.
I got uttetly dissapointed and embarrased with myself, I couldn't believe that I am going to be a voice shaking faggot yet again in my life... If those HR sluts are so low inhib and are having presentations in front of a full room of people on a daily basis, why is my grown up male cuck ass not able to do the same?
So I kinda surrendered to the whole situation. If it was my destiny to be a socially anxious faggot, then so be it, there is nothing that you can do to force things. And I went with it.
I started a presentation on my slave laptop relatively smoothly. I got nervous here and there but was able to collect myself, no voice shaking. At the end, I stopped giving a fuck and I was openly talking with people in the room. I even gave them tests to do and cracked a few jokes. I am invited to join them on lunch tomorrow.
I can't believe that in the end, I will have to admit defeat aginst the NTpill...
I got uttetly dissapointed and embarrased with myself, I couldn't believe that I am going to be a voice shaking faggot yet again in my life... If those HR sluts are so low inhib and are having presentations in front of a full room of people on a daily basis, why is my grown up male cuck ass not able to do the same?
So I kinda surrendered to the whole situation. If it was my destiny to be a socially anxious faggot, then so be it, there is nothing that you can do to force things. And I went with it.
I started a presentation on my slave laptop relatively smoothly. I got nervous here and there but was able to collect myself, no voice shaking. At the end, I stopped giving a fuck and I was openly talking with people in the room. I even gave them tests to do and cracked a few jokes. I am invited to join them on lunch tomorrow.
I can't believe that in the end, I will have to admit defeat aginst the NTpill...