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My high school experience is about to end in few months ( in july) yet I can already label it as a miserable fail.I’m 1 year young than guys in my grade ( that may have a importance ). I always refused parties (I’m Muslim)
I‘m a mtn ( you can check my profile if you want confirmation) but since I’m black it makes me a blackcel
The first year was the best.I was in a school where I knew nobody . It was massive yet the fact that I acted goofy made me somewhat popular.I knew a lot of guys but I was friend with prolly 5 of them, I now speak to only on of them from time to time . I discovered Hamza and looksmaxxing in this time period,I tried cold approching it was basically a fail the only Time it worked was with an older girl who didnt want as soon as she knew that I was younger than her.I didnt even help to overcome my fear of rejection because I didnt even try to talk to the two crushes that I had since they hardly fogged me.
My second year was in another school,yet I applied the same tactics and got the same result when it came to women I was somewhat applying Islam which made me less prone to try to get girls.Yet at the end of the year I tried to ask for a girl’s instagram.The way I did it was awfully cringe : since our high school has Ipads I sent her a note when my teacher was absent.She replied the worst way possible : not only she didnt have an Instagram and she showed that to all the girls in our class.They were all laughing,even though they didnt speak to each other normally I really think that even the non speaking autistic girl would have probally go with them and laugh at me.
Fast forward to this year, a new girl ( she has 90k on insta ) is in my school and I the first guy to speak to her.She starts speaking to me and treats me like I was a female friend of her ( about her crushes for example) yet I m still speaking to her like there’s still a chance . She now doesnt even wants to speak to me since my friend roasted her with me not defending her . Today something happened : a girl ( who is somewhat a friend ) hugged to thank me about something school related : I’m even more pissed : I know damn well that know girl will probably hug me with love.I’m officially blackpilled.Nothing will make me cope .Not mattter what will happen I know that I ending highschool without a relationship.The fact that white 3/10 can get sex annoys me even more.
I‘m a mtn ( you can check my profile if you want confirmation) but since I’m black it makes me a blackcel
The first year was the best.I was in a school where I knew nobody . It was massive yet the fact that I acted goofy made me somewhat popular.I knew a lot of guys but I was friend with prolly 5 of them, I now speak to only on of them from time to time . I discovered Hamza and looksmaxxing in this time period,I tried cold approching it was basically a fail the only Time it worked was with an older girl who didnt want as soon as she knew that I was younger than her.I didnt even help to overcome my fear of rejection because I didnt even try to talk to the two crushes that I had since they hardly fogged me.
My second year was in another school,yet I applied the same tactics and got the same result when it came to women I was somewhat applying Islam which made me less prone to try to get girls.Yet at the end of the year I tried to ask for a girl’s instagram.The way I did it was awfully cringe : since our high school has Ipads I sent her a note when my teacher was absent.She replied the worst way possible : not only she didnt have an Instagram and she showed that to all the girls in our class.They were all laughing,even though they didnt speak to each other normally I really think that even the non speaking autistic girl would have probally go with them and laugh at me.
Fast forward to this year, a new girl ( she has 90k on insta ) is in my school and I the first guy to speak to her.She starts speaking to me and treats me like I was a female friend of her ( about her crushes for example) yet I m still speaking to her like there’s still a chance . She now doesnt even wants to speak to me since my friend roasted her with me not defending her . Today something happened : a girl ( who is somewhat a friend ) hugged to thank me about something school related : I’m even more pissed : I know damn well that know girl will probably hug me with love.I’m officially blackpilled.Nothing will make me cope .Not mattter what will happen I know that I ending highschool without a relationship.The fact that white 3/10 can get sex annoys me even more.
remember to spare me if you'd decide to ER with Shaheed belt one day or something
