I am actually a tranny how over is it?

[blackpilled I lost]

This is not any kind of shit post or meme.

I am 100% heterosexual but I have an "erotic target location error" so I am my own erotic target.

Instead of just being attracted to chicks like a normie I am attracted to the idea of being a woman typically these fantasies have me sleeping with men.
Men theoretically act like a prop making me feel like I am being a sexy girl but maybe I am attracted to them I don't know.

I have had this problem since forever for example as a teenager I grew up watching the faggot Shane Dawson and wanted to live the life of him or his faggot friends/women.
This fantasy of being turned on by being a woman didn't really kick off until I was like 18/19 years old.

Right now I am in my mid to late 20s most people think I am a faggot and I am more masculine than most men.

I am a massive loser worse than most incels probably.

Scientists say your attraction to yourself competes with attraction to women hence why Chads like Bruce Jenner Trooned so late.

Unironically I medically need to fuck lots of pussy.

 

[norwegianfreak]

Wrong platform troon

 

[Deleted member 30884]

What the fuck. Bro just come out of the closet, or something?

 

[Reformed]

Alr

 

[blackpilled I lost]

Wrong platform troon

I am a man

 

[norwegianfreak]

"I am actually a tranny how over is it?"​

Nice bait though

 

[Bruno_v]

I am a man

Agreed.

 

[Deleted member 29078]

All these feeling will leave when you fuck a women for the first time

I have an "erotic target location error"

wtf is that

 

[ascendedd]

reddit.com is the other way

 

[blackpilled I lost]

All these feeling will leave when you fuck a women for the first time

wtf is that

RE: Erotic Target location error.
Think how furries are guys that want to fuck animals so they dress up as them.
I am that but with women.

My brain is wrongly thinking I am the erotic target so I am attracted to myself being a woman.

 

[Crusile]

RE: Erotic Target location error.
Think how furries are guys that want to fuck animals so they dress up as them.
I am that but with women.

My brain is wrongly thinking I am the erotic target so I am attracted to myself being a woman.

You are a woman, then. Your mind cant be "wrong".

 

[Crusile]

I am a man

Nop you are a woman.

 

[blackpilled I lost]

You are a woman, then. Your mind cant be "wrong".

I am not sure if your trolling me (based on sharing the image) or if you actually think I am a chick stuck in a mans body.

 

[Deleted member 29796]

Would you consider yourself a porn addict?

 

[blackpilled I lost]

Would you consider yourself a porn addict?

Trust me I have been down the whole rabbit hole of trying to quit porn.
I know scientists and it is the case that porn reflects your interests it doesn't create them. (it is possible to discover them)

 

[materialistic]

Human Immunodeficiency Virus.

 

[Deleted member 29796]

Trust me I have been down the whole rabbit hole of trying to quit porn.
I know scientists and it is the case that porn reflects your interests it doesn't create them. (it is possible to discover them)

I don't have a problem with expressions of sexuality or identity. I'm just wondering if your interests came before your porn addiction and I'm wondering if your interests would vanish with the addiction. I think porn addiction, especially over a long time will lead to novelty seeking, but yeah, as you noted I think you can "discover them".

 

[blackpilled I lost]

I don't have a problem with expressions of sexuality or identity. I'm just wondering if your interests came before your porn addiction and I'm wondering if your interests would vanish with the addiction. I think porn addiction, especially over a long time will lead to novelty seeking, but yeah, as you noted I think you can "discover them".

Even if I am watching POV porn e.g. POV banging your step mom I will start imagining I am the step mom banging my son to groom him into a chad. lol

 

[Deleted member 29796]

Even if I am watching POV porn e.g. POV banging your step mom I will start imagining I am the step mom banging my son to groom him into a chad. lol

I understand. What's the longest you have gone without consuming porn? Also, I think strict rules for sexual attractions/interests are fucking stupid so it's not like we are trying to adhere to gender norms. But if I had to wager right now, I would be on your attraction being porn induced. You speak about going down the rabbit hole of porn addiction but consider, you haven't quit porn, you still consume it. Why can't you quit? I'm not being facetious there. Imagine if a meth addicts came to me, saying he knew the all the bads of meth addiction, but he is still a meth addict.

 

[blackpilled I lost]

I understand. What's the longest you have gone without consuming porn? Also, I think strict rules for sexual attractions/interests are fucking stupid so it's not like we are trying to adhere to gender norms. But if I had to wager right now, I would be on your attraction being porn induced. You speak about going down the rabbit hole of porn addiction but consider, you haven't quit porn, you still consume it. Why can't you quit? I'm not being facetious there. Imagine if a meth addicts came to me, saying he knew the all the bads of meth addiction, but he is still a meth addict.

I think the wanting to be a woman sexuality hit me like a brick when I was watching lesbian porn NGL JFL.

I did try quitting for 90 days and repressed really hard in general hence why I am mid 20s without transition. It is a bit like a sexual orientation as it is about erotic target. It would be like a gay person trying to cure that.

 

[Deleted member 29796]

I think the wanting to be a woman sexuality hit me like a brick when I was watching lesbian porn NGL JFL.

Honestly, I'm going to sound like broken record but I would suggest reading this book while you are going through it because I think porn use is the symptom of depression or lacking something, and the addiction is influenced both by the physical urge and the fear of losing something that seemingly provides a sense of relief.

EasyPeasy

Painlessly quit pornography immediately, without willpower or any sense of deprivation or sacrifice.

read.easypeasymethod.org

It's a rather short read but you can legit just do a chapter a day or parts of a chapter in a day, you don't have to rush but I do think this book summarizes the main issues with porn addiction and provides a more effective way of being rid of it. I think you have to be a machine to make it with the cold turkey method after years of addiction, and even then, you will still be suffering because you haven't addressed what fueled the addiction beyond the physical urge, but then you are one image or peek away from being addicted again.

I did try quitting for 90 days and repressed really hard in general hence why I am mid 20s without transition. It is a bit like a sexual orientation as it is about erotic target. It would be like a gay person trying to cure that.

On this, I think it's novelty because attraction and expression are two different things, I don't think expression is 1:1 with attraction. So I'm saying, even if you feel as though your expression is that of a woman, doesn't mean your attraction should be that of a woman, so attracted to men. This is where I think the novelty seeking comes from, I think porn will become bland over longtime usage and due to the impact it has on the brain, constant consumption will have to call for new stuff. I think there are guys who are "super straight" and maybe their novelty will never branch to gay/trans content, but guys that aren't "super straight" can drift with porn novelty, but if they drift, I don't think it's an indicator of where their expression or attractions lies.

I think porn should be completely removed from the equation for a long time, actually cured of it, while addressing any behavioral or depression related issues with professional help and mindfulness... And then assessing where you stand on expression and attraction after you are rid of addiction.

 

[Account717]

RE: Erotic Target location error.
Think how furries are guys that want to fuck animals so they dress up as them.
I am that but with women.

My brain is wrongly thinking I am the erotic target so I am attracted to myself being a woman.

You love women so much you want to be one?
What you and furries dont realize is that animals and women are directly beneath men , its a downgrade

 

[thecel]

Let’s be friends!

 

[Krakowski]

Let’s be friends!

How did it feel losing your hhv status give me er fuel

 

[thecel]

How did it feel losing your hhv status give me er fuel

KH not HHV. I had hugs before her.

Felt the best. No other memories make me smile the way these memories do.

 

[Krakowski]

KH not HHV. I had hugs before her.

Felt the best. No other memories make me smile the way these memories do.

I am like Thanos and the Infinity stones it has been a long time collecting but final stone for me is a gun then I play GTA irl

 

[Krakowski]

KH not HHV. I had hugs before her.

Felt the best. No other memories make me smile the way these memories do.

No worse feeling than when all your copes and daydreaming just 404 error and stop working so you have to think about how you haven’t even been alive a single year since you were 8 absolutely brutal I want to go ER

 

[AbuHamzaAlHashimi]

Trust me I have been down the whole rabbit hole of trying to quit porn.
I know scientists and it is the case that porn reflects your interests it doesn't create them. (it is possible to discover them)

Do you have experience quitting the addiction? If yes pls dm me

 

[zap]

Gender is a social construct bro just construct back into a straight man

 

[actualunderstander]

That happens when you watch porn since you first got hormones and it skewed you completely. Warped your sexuality. Also, it could be coupled with a response to low self worth, feeling like girls would never be turned on by you or pleasured by you, so you cope by getting off the something you actually understand, which is men and wangs. Quit porn for the next 6 months (ideally forever) and jerk off way less , and women will be attractive to you again. It will feel crazy, and you will see them for what they are. I never had your problem but had a time where the only thing that got me off was porn scenarios (watching a dude screw a girl) instead of myself, then I gained self esteem and stopped all porn, and now I know when I meet my wife and have sex, It will be much more natural and feel how it is intended.
Porn gives you a completely incomplete view of sex, sex isnt just me bang and feel pleasure, it's made to bond with a female, it's also emotional . Porn teaches us it's all about simple lust and o ly focused on our pleasure. Sex isn't designed to be jacking off with with a vagina, it's bigger than that

 

[Emiqrox]

reddit.com is the other way

 

[Zer0/∞]

You are a woman, then. Your mind cant be "wrong".

Looksmatchsexuality is real @Matthias8272

 

[Kama]

If being female arouses you, ie autoeroticism, that’s not abnormal and it doesn’t make you transsexual. Trans people have gender identity of opposite sex and it has to do with fetal testosterone not being optimal and they literally have female neuroanatomy in male body and they identify as female from 3-4 year old. What you have is a paraphilila/kink/fetish and homosexual tendencies. There’s nothing wrong with it, but you might you might be confusing sexual kink for transgender idk.

 

[chrisN]

Delete your account please, no faggots allowed

 

[The Grinch]

Bump