MoggerGaston
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And it's not just drugs that cause this shift. I am not going to mention drug-fuelled euphoria in this post, because it's not the most important factor at play tbh.
First of all consider my daily life: I have no real friends, I don't vibe with anyone generally, I struggle to get dates, last time I've had sex was 1+ year ago. I rot at home, don't have a real job, failed life, etc.
I literally don't even have family, I ditched my abusive family, parents, brother, 3 years ago. I am an orphan. I have nobody.
TRUECEL LIFE
But then:
some days I feel like I have legit chad social-life, and I struggle to accept it because of how different it is to my normal life.
I go to some career event where i know nobody, suddenly I am vibing with top-dogs. Attractive men/women in executive/manager positions.
Most of the time I get Indicators of Disgust even by LTBs when I try to talk to them, yet sometimes I have HTBs flirting with me.
The way I get treated socially/romantically makes 0 sense to me. One rave I can have girls come up to me and tell me they think I look like Ian Somerhalder or henry cavil, the next rave I get looked at by women like I am some disgusting animal. (most of the time)
During life it seems like you just go from chad to truecel randomly tbh, it's a flowing state, vibrant, not solid.
It can go in any direction, at any point in time. One time you have stacies into you, one time the beckies tell you that you are disgusting.
socializing is just garbage tbh, people are too mentally ill, too unstable. I don't want to deal with mentally ill retards. I prefer my peace and quiet on this forum and ignoring the noise of mentally ill normies.
First of all consider my daily life: I have no real friends, I don't vibe with anyone generally, I struggle to get dates, last time I've had sex was 1+ year ago. I rot at home, don't have a real job, failed life, etc.
I literally don't even have family, I ditched my abusive family, parents, brother, 3 years ago. I am an orphan. I have nobody.
TRUECEL LIFE
But then:
some days I feel like I have legit chad social-life, and I struggle to accept it because of how different it is to my normal life.
I go to some career event where i know nobody, suddenly I am vibing with top-dogs. Attractive men/women in executive/manager positions.
Most of the time I get Indicators of Disgust even by LTBs when I try to talk to them, yet sometimes I have HTBs flirting with me.
The way I get treated socially/romantically makes 0 sense to me. One rave I can have girls come up to me and tell me they think I look like Ian Somerhalder or henry cavil, the next rave I get looked at by women like I am some disgusting animal. (most of the time)
During life it seems like you just go from chad to truecel randomly tbh, it's a flowing state, vibrant, not solid.
It can go in any direction, at any point in time. One time you have stacies into you, one time the beckies tell you that you are disgusting.
socializing is just garbage tbh, people are too mentally ill, too unstable. I don't want to deal with mentally ill retards. I prefer my peace and quiet on this forum and ignoring the noise of mentally ill normies.
