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idk if i should force myself to forget about my oneitis or keep ragin over her. the first solution is a cope basically, i already tried it and it didnt work, the second one is pointless as i doubt i will ever see her again plus she also rejected me a million times already.
it makes more sense to rage over her tbh ngl. "but you need to come to your senses, she is gone and she never liked you" but honestly, i dont rly have senses anyway. my "senses" are bs, my senses is being a 24 yo manchild which i hate a lot more than being perpetually angry over her. this gurl makes me feel incomplete for some reason, idk why probably love.
im fucking losing it but its not like i ever had it to begin with. i think its worth it to be like this, it wont get any better.
it makes more sense to rage over her tbh ngl. "but you need to come to your senses, she is gone and she never liked you" but honestly, i dont rly have senses anyway. my "senses" are bs, my senses is being a 24 yo manchild which i hate a lot more than being perpetually angry over her. this gurl makes me feel incomplete for some reason, idk why probably love.
im fucking losing it but its not like i ever had it to begin with. i think its worth it to be like this, it wont get any better.