Matheus
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Introduction
This was a few years back when I was trying to know more and get a community with good beliefs. Naturally, I went looking in christian circles. Since I'm in a catholic country, I went to a non-traditional catholic church first, but I don't think the non-traditional part makes any difference.
Anyway one day at mass the priest talks about this holiday for young people, taking place at a monastery from the 27th of december to the 2nd of january. It will take place with many other christian groups so we will be maybe 200-300 people. I figure this is a good opportunity to dopamine detox and meet people so I sign up.
Meeting Chad
Fast forward to the event, a few days in we're introduced to the workings of it. For the whole week we will be sleeping on a shitty mattress divided in groups of 5 per room (boys and girls separated of course). They introduce me to my other roommates, most of which came with friends. Among them is this guy with an exotic name. He's white (almost all of the participants are), brown hair/blue eyes, very good looking, excellent frame, very athletic. Pure coincidence, he's also a 6'5 giant. Let's call him Chad
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As already mentioned, Chad was very good looking. At least top 5% face, height, body. He was also very charismatic, nice and extroverted. He had a high trust slayer personality, and I say that as someone who was already aware of the importance of looks back then. The first day we talk a bit and I ask him what sport he does. He tells me he only does normie stuff like volleyball and climbing, and he's actually very inconsistent as he often skips it. Yet he looks like a top tier athlete, so this means it's all his genetics. On the very first day it's like God himself wants me blackpilled.
The first days
After that, it gets even better. You see, every evening there was some community priests or whatever who would give speeches and after that both boys and girls would be free to talk and mix. I skipped them all, but Chad actually went to a lot of those events. The very second day, which was the first such an event happened, he came back late to the dormitory and told us some girl had been chatting him up the whole evening. She asked him if he had a girlfriend, if he was a virgin, what kind of kinks he had, etc. The funniest part: she asked if he liked blonde girls with blue eyes meanwhile guess what her hair and eye color was.
All the other guys were trying to cope like "how she must be an exception, not all girls would act like that" meanwhile I was JFLing inside my head.
As you can guess, the whole thing happened all over again evening with a different girl. Allegedly one of them was so touchy it made him uncomfortable, and another one told him to meet up with him outside of the meeting room later in the evening but he declined.
The last days
The last evening, it was 4 of us including Chad who couldn't sleep so we talked. Who could have guessed, he told us he had a girlfriend but he was considering breaking up. He also explained to us that he doesn't understand people who have trouble with girls because he finds it effortless.
But the final nail on the coffin was the last day. The main organizer decided to allow whoever wanted to speak to do so. Of course, Chad picked up the mic. He talked about how much of a nice experience this was, yada yada. Of course he was a born public speaker, charming smile and all. I took a long glance at the room while he was speaking and man the girls' faces was the final straw. I kid you not, they were all lusting after him. Even I could visually tell.
I expected this holiday to make me less blackpilled, the opposite happened. It was already over bros.
No point in coping about church girls if the whole society is rotten, they're all the same.
This was a few years back when I was trying to know more and get a community with good beliefs. Naturally, I went looking in christian circles. Since I'm in a catholic country, I went to a non-traditional catholic church first, but I don't think the non-traditional part makes any difference.
Anyway one day at mass the priest talks about this holiday for young people, taking place at a monastery from the 27th of december to the 2nd of january. It will take place with many other christian groups so we will be maybe 200-300 people. I figure this is a good opportunity to dopamine detox and meet people so I sign up.
Meeting Chad
Fast forward to the event, a few days in we're introduced to the workings of it. For the whole week we will be sleeping on a shitty mattress divided in groups of 5 per room (boys and girls separated of course). They introduce me to my other roommates, most of which came with friends. Among them is this guy with an exotic name. He's white (almost all of the participants are), brown hair/blue eyes, very good looking, excellent frame, very athletic. Pure coincidence, he's also a 6'5 giant. Let's call him Chad
.As already mentioned, Chad was very good looking. At least top 5% face, height, body. He was also very charismatic, nice and extroverted. He had a high trust slayer personality, and I say that as someone who was already aware of the importance of looks back then. The first day we talk a bit and I ask him what sport he does. He tells me he only does normie stuff like volleyball and climbing, and he's actually very inconsistent as he often skips it. Yet he looks like a top tier athlete, so this means it's all his genetics. On the very first day it's like God himself wants me blackpilled.
The first days
After that, it gets even better. You see, every evening there was some community priests or whatever who would give speeches and after that both boys and girls would be free to talk and mix. I skipped them all, but Chad actually went to a lot of those events. The very second day, which was the first such an event happened, he came back late to the dormitory and told us some girl had been chatting him up the whole evening. She asked him if he had a girlfriend, if he was a virgin, what kind of kinks he had, etc. The funniest part: she asked if he liked blonde girls with blue eyes meanwhile guess what her hair and eye color was
.All the other guys were trying to cope like "how she must be an exception, not all girls would act like that" meanwhile I was JFLing inside my head.
As you can guess, the whole thing happened all over again evening with a different girl. Allegedly one of them was so touchy it made him uncomfortable, and another one told him to meet up with him outside of the meeting room later in the evening but he declined.
The last days
The last evening, it was 4 of us including Chad who couldn't sleep so we talked. Who could have guessed, he told us he had a girlfriend but he was considering breaking up. He also explained to us that he doesn't understand people who have trouble with girls because he finds it effortless.
But the final nail on the coffin was the last day. The main organizer decided to allow whoever wanted to speak to do so. Of course, Chad picked up the mic. He talked about how much of a nice experience this was, yada yada. Of course he was a born public speaker, charming smile and all. I took a long glance at the room while he was speaking and man the girls' faces was the final straw. I kid you not, they were all lusting after him. Even I could visually tell.
I expected this holiday to make me less blackpilled, the opposite happened. It was already over bros.
No point in coping about church girls if the whole society is rotten, they're all the same.
