Ive conditioned myself to live in complete deprivation

[Makeyousit]

Have nothing

In both physical n moral sense.. no fancy shit.. no gourmet food.. no validation.. no fun.. no pleasure..


Basically like a monk

Been like this since 18 hardcore.. 22 now


But dont be fooled..

Its like if you squeezed water hose and it started building up, nearing burst..

This is how i am on the inside.. thats my whole mindset/attitude rn..

Its everything or nothing..

each and everyday.. i act in such way that i have more reason to be angry..

Im not cool with anything.. instead it scorches me on the inside.. each and every minute i spend like this.. while others have everything..




Instead.. im made of steel instead of plastic.. so i wont burst easyly.. like a cornball.. like ER.. no no no mister.. not me.. im not a goofball..


All of this is a Prelude


It will be all fireworks and all


Once im killing your children n raping you up the ass

til death


@Manletmachine

 

[New Poster]

That was grad school for me. Now I'm bougie af.

 

[Makeyousit]

@the BULL

 

[Manletmachine]

Make a movie about your life and then stick in an ER scene at the end where u finally explode and rape ur itis