humanoidsub7
legit subhuman
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. . . just writing, nobody technically did anything, just I felt likethrowing out my thoughts — this is a weird time, weird life, weird existence.
As I sit here I think a lot. Think .. . think . . . that’s all my life is, justshitloads of thinking . . . all the time . . . my mind never stops . . .
music runs 24/7 (exceptfor sleep), just songs I hear, not necessarily good or bad
... just thinking about the assholes i know irl, about driving, & my family, about friends & doingswith them, about girls I know (mainly & ) how I know I can never have them, yetI can still dream ...
My existence is shit tome — how I feel that I am in eternal suffering, in infinite directions in infinite realities — ... hmmI dwell in the past ... thinking of good & bad memories. A lot on the past though . . . I’ve always had a thing for the past — how it reacts to the present & the future — or rather vice versa.
I wonder how/when I got so fucked up w my mind,existence, problem...
jocks having fun, friends, women, LIVES. I lack the true human nature that i owned.
a bunch of plastic and remodelation just so I’ll finally not be at war with everything
... ascension sounds like a movie to me . .. I’m gonna write later, bye.
As I sit here I think a lot. Think .. . think . . . that’s all my life is, justshitloads of thinking . . . all the time . . . my mind never stops . . .
music runs 24/7 (exceptfor sleep), just songs I hear, not necessarily good or bad
... just thinking about the assholes i know irl, about driving, & my family, about friends & doingswith them, about girls I know (mainly & ) how I know I can never have them, yetI can still dream ...
My existence is shit tome — how I feel that I am in eternal suffering, in infinite directions in infinite realities — ... hmmI dwell in the past ... thinking of good & bad memories. A lot on the past though . . . I’ve always had a thing for the past — how it reacts to the present & the future — or rather vice versa.
I wonder how/when I got so fucked up w my mind,existence, problem...
jocks having fun, friends, women, LIVES. I lack the true human nature that i owned.
a bunch of plastic and remodelation just so I’ll finally not be at war with everything
... ascension sounds like a movie to me . .. I’m gonna write later, bye.
