my cortisol is spiked 24/7

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my drugs are always on suicide watch in my room they could disappear never to be found again cuz they take it, how do I even cope without drugs and rape? there is nothing else in this world. I legit tried to get a homeless room or whatever cuz at least I’d be alone in solitude but even that’s impossible in the current times might have to sleep at cemetery or park soon

Everyone I know inc “family” and “friends” all vaxxed, literally wtf everyone around me is a fucking npc retard I just wanna be alone with drugs forever pussy overrated after I nut I wanna leave asap. Not worth.

 

[EvangelicalRapist]

jesus i am in stress too and wanted to take drugs but if it's the state of addiction it will lead me to, then it's just worth to do 10 minutes of mindfulness meditation a day