fobos
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We live next to each other but she is one year older than me. We were both nerdy kids, in fact I did better than her in school, but it was very different for her. I was bullied for being a nerd while she was loved and praised just because she's a girl.
That bullying lead to me developing social anxiety which followed me throughout high school. In high school she was dating Chads and enjoying life. Anxiety and depression ruined me so much, even though I finished high school as one of the best students I realised I don't what to live like that. Life was utter shit.
Next few years I spent on trying to become more "normal" and accepted, and even though I managed to do that I still suffer deeply inside. I missed out on everything in high school. I'm now stuck in college and ldaring, while she's offered a top tier job.
She has a better life because she's a girl. This is my personal pill.
That bullying lead to me developing social anxiety which followed me throughout high school. In high school she was dating Chads and enjoying life. Anxiety and depression ruined me so much, even though I finished high school as one of the best students I realised I don't what to live like that. Life was utter shit.
Next few years I spent on trying to become more "normal" and accepted, and even though I managed to do that I still suffer deeply inside. I missed out on everything in high school. I'm now stuck in college and ldaring, while she's offered a top tier job.
She has a better life because she's a girl. This is my personal pill.