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its not just that im incel. i also have pathologically high anxiety and too many paranoid thoughts.
i fixatate on even the smallest things, i observe things that others dont, things that arent healthy to be observed.
i spend all the time in my head because all the social interactions i have are FAKE.
i put up an act 100% of the time when around others, i always have this cold poker face. people think im cool and collected while in reality im suffering.
there is nothing good for me at the end of the line. i will just get eaten up from the inside from my own demons. this life is a joke for sub 5 men and what im going through is the result of trying to achieve something that wasnt meant for you.
i fixatate on even the smallest things, i observe things that others dont, things that arent healthy to be observed.
i spend all the time in my head because all the social interactions i have are FAKE.
i put up an act 100% of the time when around others, i always have this cold poker face. people think im cool and collected while in reality im suffering.
there is nothing good for me at the end of the line. i will just get eaten up from the inside from my own demons. this life is a joke for sub 5 men and what im going through is the result of trying to achieve something that wasnt meant for you.