Psychophilly
Oxytocin explosion
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today she again talked to him and smiled at him a lot, they keep IOIing each other. i asked him "so what, is she into you?" she said "no she is just friend of my friend".
then later i asked him" do u know if she has bf?" he said "yeah he is GF of my friend". then later again i asked him "are they dating for long time?" he said "yeah long time".
i have a feeling he is lying, he is already dating her and wants me to just fuck off without giving me much info. he even told me "just change your job, don't think about it, there is lots of girls".
all i can think about is suicide, not even long term plan sui, i'm thinking of sui today.
no one knows my pain, this is my 100+ rejection in a row in past 14 years. i'm 27 and never had GF, never kissed and never hugged or hold hands.
in other hand, a complete loser irl with no friends left. absolute 0 money saved in bank.
dont try to change my mind, i genuinely see no interest in a life where i have to work hard and cope in loneliness, so maybe after 3 years of work, i can buy a second hand old car, so maybe i can find a roastie in my 30s.
entry story of my life is that no one loved me, i was depressed and lonely and i killed myself.
then later i asked him" do u know if she has bf?" he said "yeah he is GF of my friend". then later again i asked him "are they dating for long time?" he said "yeah long time".
i have a feeling he is lying, he is already dating her and wants me to just fuck off without giving me much info. he even told me "just change your job, don't think about it, there is lots of girls".
all i can think about is suicide, not even long term plan sui, i'm thinking of sui today.
no one knows my pain, this is my 100+ rejection in a row in past 14 years. i'm 27 and never had GF, never kissed and never hugged or hold hands.
in other hand, a complete loser irl with no friends left. absolute 0 money saved in bank.
dont try to change my mind, i genuinely see no interest in a life where i have to work hard and cope in loneliness, so maybe after 3 years of work, i can buy a second hand old car, so maybe i can find a roastie in my 30s.
entry story of my life is that no one loved me, i was depressed and lonely and i killed myself.