kwacker777
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I'm 22 years old now. I've been relentlessly bullied for almost 15 years of my life. I'm extremely ugly. I have a recessed jaw, a large crooked stumpy nose, an elongated alien shaped head, elf ears, balding and am short. I've been mentally and physically abused since I was a kid by both nonmuslims and muslims. I came back home every day crying and would cry in my room for hours. I had severe anxiety from leaving the house even at an early age. The bullying got so bad that I lost my ability to speak for an entire year and had to see my first therapist at age 11. My parents always told me to just ignore the bullies and that it would pass, but it never did. The bullying only got worse as I got older, and on top of that I started balding in my sophomore year of high school. I spend thousands of dollars a year on hairloss treatments but I'm still losing hair. I developed severe depression, social anxiety and PTSD and since then I've been to 5 different psychiatrists in the past 6 years alone to help me deal with my continuous trauma. None of them helped.
Despite all the things I've been through I still push myself to go the masjid everyday. I've never missed a prayer or a fast. I pay my zakat. I don't listen to music. I read quran. I fast on mondays and thursdays. I pray taraweeh and qiyam. I make dua every day in every prayer for my situation to get better. 15 years now I've been trying to stay patient. I watch all the people around me, including all the people who've bullied me making friends and enjoying life while I can barely function. 15 years of continuous trauma and I am finally reaching my breaking point. Every day now I fantasize about dying. No one understands how badly I'm hurting on the inside.
Absolutely brutal, this shitskin spends hours of his life praying and reciting Arabic chants only to remain the same subhuman cursed inbred incel! Muzzieism made him an inbred Norwood 4 hopeless sub 5 and he continues to worship it. But he's the blessed one for being born muzzie, and 6'5 NT Nordic old money Chad in Western Europe slaying prime Stacies every day is cursed. It's just a test, bro!
And what is the advice he gets from his fellow muzzies you ask? Maybe telling him to just start fucking LDARing and accept there is no righteous being that would make him this way?
Nope!
Lmao at this fucking bullshit cope! What an inspiration, this shitskin inbred dwarf got to finally betabuxx a probably equally subhuman wife and was about to finally be able to cope. Except nope, he just gets slain and dies in a muzzie coper war! All for absolutely nothing! You, too, can do this!
This retard didn't even try to bluepill him, just tells his subhuman ass to start coping with something or another before he ropes.
Fucking lmao @ this shit, he comes looking for advice and these copers just tell him he's gonna be burning forever in agony for daring to accept his life was over from the start and going away the peaceful way! What a righteous act of God!
HOLY FUCKING SHIT, this autist just starts reciting tales of his Chaddam brother fucking pussy and doing haram his entire life and then suddenly returning back to Muzzieism for a prime tradwife once he's done! To make him feel better too! What a sick torturous joke!
The rest is your standard Muzzie fare about muh "this life is a test" and more mindless Arabic chanting.
TL; DR: ITS OVER BUDDY BOYOS!