Sometimes I forget I'm an adult now

[ElliotRodgerJr]

It was 3 years ago that I was having fun, laughing and talking shit with my newfound best friend. After 15 years of bullying, I finally found someone who I could genuinely be friends with. I had to move a year after, and I was incredibly depressed, pretty much ldaring all the time after school. I missed out on so much, teen love, school friendships. I'll never get that shit back. Even if I ascend this summer in Japan, who fucking cares? My only cope is that people think I'm 15-16. Sometimes I lie and tell them I'm actually that age. I just wanna go back to those times boys. Turning 18 is the beginning of the end for me.

 

[712127]

18 is young

 

[ElliotRodgerJr]

18 is young

Yeah I know, of course when I'll be 30-40 my teenage years will seem like a blink. But for now all I can think about are my failures as a teenager.

 

[Insomniac]

just wait until you turn 25 bro..

Yes I’m that old

 

[Vitruvian]

u go to uni?

 

[Swagwaffle]

go ER

 

[AspiringChad]

just wait until you turn 25 bro..

Yes I’m that old

I’m sorry.

 

[Tiddlywink]

All I can say is get a move on with whatever you want out of your life. Time doesn't slow down.

t. 22 and just now starting

 

[ElliotRodgerJr]

u go to uni?

Ye

go ER

Low T

 

[Deleted member 773]

Thank god Im still 16