blackazure88
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Was deep asleep in the early hours of the morning, and Simple and Clean by Utada Hikaru just randomly started playing in my mind. It was the acoustic version.
My mind got to the "When you walk away..." bit, the chorus, and I just started crying silently, like.....face all stretched out and eye lids shut so tight. Curled up fetus positon, holding tightly on my pillow. I just started thinking about all the life experiences I missed out on, the rejections from girls, my lost memories.... heartbreaking shit. I feel so defeated by this world.
My mind then transitioned to Sanctuary and I stopped crying, did some deep breathing. By the time the song finished I fell back asleep.
I'm a fucking nobody bruv, I don't exist at all.
My mind got to the "When you walk away..." bit, the chorus, and I just started crying silently, like.....face all stretched out and eye lids shut so tight. Curled up fetus positon, holding tightly on my pillow. I just started thinking about all the life experiences I missed out on, the rejections from girls, my lost memories.... heartbreaking shit. I feel so defeated by this world.
My mind then transitioned to Sanctuary and I stopped crying, did some deep breathing. By the time the song finished I fell back asleep.
I'm a fucking nobody bruv, I don't exist at all.