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whenever i have to leave internet and be with my family i feel like im in an unfamiliar world , its distressing seeing these people i barely recognize . this forum is my life , people online are all my socialize . i think about people ik online whenever im not online . when i go outside my room i feel off , like i went to the grocery store with my mom and had a panic attack from seeing normies . i have to go to work once a week now but i got sort of used to it its not that bad surpriseingly . i hate the outside world people online are all i know i have no friends irl only faint memories of failed friendships with people i couldnt be myself around . i use internet as copeing skill because if i dont have something to think about like healthmaxxing then bad feelings come to torment me . when i cant use internet i just think in my head to simulate online discussions with people .