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MarianIncel
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3 minutes agoNew
If you want to give me a honest opinion man..
All I want is a girlfriend, I don t care about sex, for me sex looks disgusting, I'm virgin and I think I'm asexual.
I want to have the first kiss, the first hug, with her.
I want her to be a virgin. Why do I want that? I want this because I'm a virgin and I want to experiment together. I want this because she has to appreciate the value of sex. I'm waiting for the special person and I want her to wait too. I want to be an innocent, childish love.
I want her to be alone without friends, because I do not have friends and I want to find a girl without friends
If I found this girl I would do anything for her.
In the past, I was beaten, humiliated by schoolmates because I was weak and short ... I never had friends, my father was an alcoholic who humiliated me, once he took me out of the house and spit on me. I started to lift weights , three years ago I beat my bullies.
I don't want money, i don't want sex, I don't want anything. I want someone to love me.
I have to admit, sometimes I have thoughts when I want to destroy humans / human race just because they do not understand me, they do not appreciate true love, they live for trivial things, they are monkeys that are driven by instincts.
Sometimes i want to burn and destroy people because they have sex, the reason? I want a world where only love is important, not sex, and just one person, not two, just one forever ever.
I have fantasies in which I am a kind of punisher, I am v for vendetta. I think the only people who can understand me are just mass shooters, and a few people on incels forum.
Capture and keep people captive in a small cubical, and isolate the vermin from society whilst i laugh at its mental breakdowns from the psychological white torture its undergoing
I have read a manifesto about Eliot Rodgers, Eric Harris, Dylan Kleblod, Seung Hui Cho, Timothy McVeigh, and other killers ... sometimes I find myself in what they say.
Here is my life, 8 years was exactly like that : [
When i was younger i cry at this movie, i saw that movie 10 times.. when i was a kid i want that to happened to me but no .. [
If i can't be loved i 'm going to make all humanity to hate me.
In moments when hate is intense, I think I want to be a guy with a mask that kills 100 people a day. Have you seen the SAW movie? I want to be jigsaw
That was was my life for 17 years
Now , i meet that girl, on fb, i have with her togethers 5 months, she is a lonely girl, like me , she love me, man.. i will do anything for her, my life, anything.. She is the reason now i'm alive, she is my motivation to live..
She said me she is going to meet me in 10 months in the next summer school vacation
But i'm a jealous person, i don t want to loser her, i can t .. i can t imagine , if i imagine that i cry .
She give me her fb account and i saw her 2 years ago dancing with a guy, and that make me so angry , i want to break that guy , smash his head to to ground, when i saw that i shaking, my heartbeat was so high, i had some tears, i sweating.
I 'm afraid man.. she is everything..
I can wait , i am afraid because i don t know if she can wait..
Sorry for my english it s not my native language..
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M
MarianIncel
Trainee
3 minutes agoNew
If you want to give me a honest opinion man..
All I want is a girlfriend, I don t care about sex, for me sex looks disgusting, I'm virgin and I think I'm asexual.
I want to have the first kiss, the first hug, with her.
I want her to be a virgin. Why do I want that? I want this because I'm a virgin and I want to experiment together. I want this because she has to appreciate the value of sex. I'm waiting for the special person and I want her to wait too. I want to be an innocent, childish love.
I want her to be alone without friends, because I do not have friends and I want to find a girl without friends
If I found this girl I would do anything for her.
In the past, I was beaten, humiliated by schoolmates because I was weak and short ... I never had friends, my father was an alcoholic who humiliated me, once he took me out of the house and spit on me. I started to lift weights , three years ago I beat my bullies.
I don't want money, i don't want sex, I don't want anything. I want someone to love me.
I have to admit, sometimes I have thoughts when I want to destroy humans / human race just because they do not understand me, they do not appreciate true love, they live for trivial things, they are monkeys that are driven by instincts.
Sometimes i want to burn and destroy people because they have sex, the reason? I want a world where only love is important, not sex, and just one person, not two, just one forever ever.
I have fantasies in which I am a kind of punisher, I am v for vendetta. I think the only people who can understand me are just mass shooters, and a few people on incels forum.
Capture and keep people captive in a small cubical, and isolate the vermin from society whilst i laugh at its mental breakdowns from the psychological white torture its undergoing
I have read a manifesto about Eliot Rodgers, Eric Harris, Dylan Kleblod, Seung Hui Cho, Timothy McVeigh, and other killers ... sometimes I find myself in what they say.
Here is my life, 8 years was exactly like that : [
When i was younger i cry at this movie, i saw that movie 10 times.. when i was a kid i want that to happened to me but no .. [
If i can't be loved i 'm going to make all humanity to hate me.
In moments when hate is intense, I think I want to be a guy with a mask that kills 100 people a day. Have you seen the SAW movie? I want to be jigsaw
That was was my life for 17 years
Now , i meet that girl, on fb, i have with her togethers 5 months, she is a lonely girl, like me , she love me, man.. i will do anything for her, my life, anything.. She is the reason now i'm alive, she is my motivation to live..
She said me she is going to meet me in 10 months in the next summer school vacation
But i'm a jealous person, i don t want to loser her, i can t .. i can t imagine , if i imagine that i cry .
She give me her fb account and i saw her 2 years ago dancing with a guy, and that make me so angry , i want to break that guy , smash his head to to ground, when i saw that i shaking, my heartbeat was so high, i had some tears, i sweating.
I 'm afraid man.. she is everything..
I can wait , i am afraid because i don t know if she can wait..
Sorry for my english it s not my native language..