bassfreak
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My father died when i was 16-17 yo (R.I.P) and i was raised only by my mother , ofc your mom want the best for you but u know where this is going ...
until my 22 i was BLUEPILLED AF to the lvl that i was almost white knight , something hit my when my first GF dumped me then i found redpill and started to read a lot about relationships , psychology , brain biochemistry etc. , when i was bullied in school because i was always the "calm and silent" my mom always told me "dont fight go to teacher" and my father said "when they do it again punch those fags u have my permission , and when ur teacher say something to you about it i will go to this school myself" MY BAD that i didn't listen him because i was too bluepilled and afraid of "consequences".
What are the effects of this ? Being blue pilled at begging is only the tip of the iceberg .... Social anxiety , no social circle , High inhib , not being fully NT , fucked education.
U will belive that my first party in club and getting drunk was when i was 23 yo ? and my first job was at 22 yo .... this is brutal beyond reality even now when i am 26 yo i still suffer from some level of social inhibition and i cannot get fully NT for some reason.
The worst thing in all of this that mothers will never undestand that bluepillng their son's is FUCKING BAD
until my 22 i was BLUEPILLED AF to the lvl that i was almost white knight , something hit my when my first GF dumped me then i found redpill and started to read a lot about relationships , psychology , brain biochemistry etc. , when i was bullied in school because i was always the "calm and silent" my mom always told me "dont fight go to teacher" and my father said "when they do it again punch those fags u have my permission , and when ur teacher say something to you about it i will go to this school myself" MY BAD that i didn't listen him because i was too bluepilled and afraid of "consequences".
What are the effects of this ? Being blue pilled at begging is only the tip of the iceberg .... Social anxiety , no social circle , High inhib , not being fully NT , fucked education.
U will belive that my first party in club and getting drunk was when i was 23 yo ? and my first job was at 22 yo .... this is brutal beyond reality even now when i am 26 yo i still suffer from some level of social inhibition and i cannot get fully NT for some reason.
The worst thing in all of this that mothers will never undestand that bluepillng their son's is FUCKING BAD