Anyone else here developed lots OCDs after years of rejection and loneliness?

[InnerVoid]

I have very strict routines every day that i follow diligently, like the austists from Big Bang Theory. i get obessive over the smallest things, its craaaazy.

i wasnt like that at all when i was younger. but being rejected and ghosted for decades, has completely destroyed my nervous system. as a worthless ugly male, its natrualy that you lose your NT too!

But you know, redditors gonna tell you sex dont matter and that you can be happy on your own. you are literally designed to have sex and if you dont, its gonna be detrimental not just for your mental health but for your physical health too. imagine being 28 and not knowing how to fuck JFL.

meanwhile there are 13 year olds who have girls begging them for sex, its literally that easy and the only thing seperating me from it is a few mms of bone structure

 

[sub5c3l]

y do you cry so much on looksmax.org

 

[romanstock]

yes and the slightest external thing will alter my brain chemistry so i cant relax and settle back into my routine for the day

 

[InnerVoid]

y do you cry so much on looksmax.org

where else to cry to?

 

[InnerVoid]

yes and the slightest external thing will alter my brain chemistry so i cant relax and settle back into my routine for the day

sexelessnes can destroy a human

 

[romanstock]

sexelessnes can destroy a human

A shame we're not both gay. We would make a good couple.

 

[InnerVoid]

A shame we're not both gay. We would make a good couple.

gay cant lose

 

[autistic_tendencies]

“ sex is overrated “
Said by the chads who fucked 40 bitches

 

[One Rep Max]

I follow something similar to Bryan Johnson’s autistic routine Blueprint cause of deep rooted paranoid fears about aging and looksminning further

Slightest disruptions and unpredictability give lots of distress. But I feel lot of good has come out of it

 

[InnerVoid]

“ sex is overrated “
Said by the chads who fucked 40 bitches

meanwhile i will die a virgin

 

[Alt Number 3]

y do you cry so much on looksmax.org

It’s his way of summoning me to keep tormenting him

 

[sub5c3l]

It’s his way of summoning me to keep tormenting him

yea I've been sending death threats to this nigga

 

[InnerVoid]

It’s his way of summoning me to keep tormenting him

you just come out of nowhere....

 

[Bewusst]

I have terrible OCD from a near-death experience and stupid choices I made

 

[autistic_tendencies]

I follow something similar to Bryan Johnson’s autistic routine Blueprint cause of deep rooted paranoid fears about aging and looksminning further

Slightest disruptions and unpredictability give lots of distress. But I feel lot of good has come out of it

You ironically look older by worrying about aging

 

[Clown Show]

I am a broken man.