humanoidsub7
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this was so brutal that i don't even know how will i even recover from such thing.
i hate my life, and if anything, things have only got worse. from a long time ago, things just started getting worse, and worse.
when you realize your life is based on how you look and nothing you do matters, and will never matter, thats when your only solution to this dead-end problem is suicide, whether you recognize it or not, specially in situations where you're so fucked.
i would say I strongly relate to any subhuman or below LTN guy like @TRUE_CEL @PseudoMaxxer who have talked about their experiences.
today we were talking about this ex gf that was dating now a guy below my height and below my looks. then out of nowhere this bastard that i have mentioned before that i wanted to kick his ass, literally said "Oh i see it, he kinda looks good from that side, he has a CHAD face while you dont" (he always dms me for advice on his looks though and hes a bitch whenever we talk. everyone also hates him, and he now knows about looks,axxing for all this mainstream shit). .i got so mad and some friend passed by. "uuhh stay chill bro. just chill out. i see you in class" I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING TO HIM AND HE DIDN'T TAKE ME SERIOUS. I WAS JUST FUCKING WASHING MY FACE BECAUSE OF BAD I FELT
then i spent the whole time in the bathroom for hours, and finally when school was over i ran away from that horrid place....
bad thing is that i committed social suicide now. spent more than 2 hours outside, alone, BEING RIDICULED BY PEOPLE, you know what they said?
"muhh he looks so angry" "he looks so pissed off" WTF DO YOU WANT ME TO LOOK LIKE YOU FUCKING FAGGOTS... i was waiting in the overpass, expecting a truck to come by BUT NOTHING, and that place is known for trucks going by 24/7. nobody fucking helped when they saw me on the overpass. NOBODY.
i go home and see my whole family crying, they thought i committed suicide.
so now you feel bad for me? i mean yeah, ofc when your son is an ABOMINATION and you know you will have to pay for his surgeries. holy shit and they contacted everyone on school to know if someone saw me. and guess what NO ONE FUCKING CARES.
Kek well time to do drugs and keep grinding like a good boy. FUCK YOUUU.
i hate my life, and if anything, things have only got worse. from a long time ago, things just started getting worse, and worse.
when you realize your life is based on how you look and nothing you do matters, and will never matter, thats when your only solution to this dead-end problem is suicide, whether you recognize it or not, specially in situations where you're so fucked.
i would say I strongly relate to any subhuman or below LTN guy like @TRUE_CEL @PseudoMaxxer who have talked about their experiences.
today we were talking about this ex gf that was dating now a guy below my height and below my looks. then out of nowhere this bastard that i have mentioned before that i wanted to kick his ass, literally said "Oh i see it, he kinda looks good from that side, he has a CHAD face while you dont" (he always dms me for advice on his looks though and hes a bitch whenever we talk. everyone also hates him, and he now knows about looks,axxing for all this mainstream shit). .i got so mad and some friend passed by. "uuhh stay chill bro. just chill out. i see you in class" I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING TO HIM AND HE DIDN'T TAKE ME SERIOUS. I WAS JUST FUCKING WASHING MY FACE BECAUSE OF BAD I FELT
then i spent the whole time in the bathroom for hours, and finally when school was over i ran away from that horrid place....
bad thing is that i committed social suicide now. spent more than 2 hours outside, alone, BEING RIDICULED BY PEOPLE, you know what they said?
"muhh he looks so angry" "he looks so pissed off" WTF DO YOU WANT ME TO LOOK LIKE YOU FUCKING FAGGOTS... i was waiting in the overpass, expecting a truck to come by BUT NOTHING, and that place is known for trucks going by 24/7. nobody fucking helped when they saw me on the overpass. NOBODY.
i go home and see my whole family crying, they thought i committed suicide.
so now you feel bad for me? i mean yeah, ofc when your son is an ABOMINATION and you know you will have to pay for his surgeries. holy shit and they contacted everyone on school to know if someone saw me. and guess what NO ONE FUCKING CARES.
Kek well time to do drugs and keep grinding like a good boy. FUCK YOUUU.
