bassfreak
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This is 100 % serious
I was inspired by this post :
Than i posted my story :
I was fat and ugly tier in my 18-21 yo plus bullied mentally as early kid , almost zero social circle only few friends , social anxienty , super low sociall skills , super high inhib i was true volcel lot of that has changed since then but i think that was damage beyond repair and i cannot be sure but no matter how much work i will put in my self and no matter how much i will improve i will be never be on same lvl as if those things never happend.
In this test https://www.bravermantest.com/ u can check lvl of ur 4 basics neurotrasmiters (dopamine , serotonine , acetylcholine , gaba)
my result is that i lack serotonine and got CHRONIC DOPAMINE DEFICIENCY , this is fucking hell it impacts my whlole life even my job , lot of people tell me that i "think too much" "im not there" "im in some other place with my mind" few times i heard that i look if i was scared. I often have "braing fog" (google it). Some "normal" people act sometimes for me like " they are on something".
Currently trying to fix this simple way : no porn , no fap , no stimulants so far so good 5 days passed.
I dont even know what more can i say , post your thoughts or similar stories.
I was inspired by this post :
My neurotransmitters are fried too from being the fat kid during my childhood and early teen years, bonus having a pizza face, i was truecel tier because of those two factors and truly ugly. What even more comical is that st my early teen years i thought it's cute to expose your eyes as much as possible with UEE and all and i looked like a absolute faggot cuck. I really want to punch my old self because of it
Than i posted my story :
I was fat and ugly tier in my 18-21 yo plus bullied mentally as early kid , almost zero social circle only few friends , social anxienty , super low sociall skills , super high inhib i was true volcel lot of that has changed since then but i think that was damage beyond repair and i cannot be sure but no matter how much work i will put in my self and no matter how much i will improve i will be never be on same lvl as if those things never happend.
In this test https://www.bravermantest.com/ u can check lvl of ur 4 basics neurotrasmiters (dopamine , serotonine , acetylcholine , gaba)
my result is that i lack serotonine and got CHRONIC DOPAMINE DEFICIENCY , this is fucking hell it impacts my whlole life even my job , lot of people tell me that i "think too much" "im not there" "im in some other place with my mind" few times i heard that i look if i was scared. I often have "braing fog" (google it). Some "normal" people act sometimes for me like " they are on something".
Currently trying to fix this simple way : no porn , no fap , no stimulants so far so good 5 days passed.
I dont even know what more can i say , post your thoughts or similar stories.
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