[Venting] Fapping has destroyed me

blackopstruecel

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Yeah, I know, NoFap is cope and fapping is all incels have, but this shit has gotten out of hand. I had so much more energy, so much cleaner thinking when on NoFap, the urges to masturbate/watch porn were greatly reduced, more time on my hands. There are definately benefits to nofap even for incels.

It all went downhill on April. I relapsed on my 3 month streak and ever since, the longer I went without fapping was 10 days.

In summer, it got even worse. I'm practically masturbating everys single day. I can't fucking stop. And every time I look up porn I end up discovering new porn which creates new urges to relapse to.

To be more specific, during summer, I fapped a lot to stuff from r/NormalNudes were it's average girls posting nudes for validation and a few holywood actresses.

Currently, I'm hooked up to a pic of Madchen Amick who has to be the hottest thing I ever saw. The face, her tits, her body, her bush, it's so addicting.

But yeah, fapping is a vicous circle. The more you fap, the more porn you discover which leads to more fapping. I have fapped to over 100 new women in the past 5 months. Fapping drains my energy in expense of short term pleasure. I can't do anything else after jerking off.
 
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Nofap isn't cope and will help you. Jfl at having no control over your body and calling yourself a male
 
blackopstruecel

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Nofap isn't cope and will help you. Jfl at having no control over your body and calling yourself a male
My ability to control deteriorates with time and virginity
 
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Dude there are ways to go over 90 days or 100 days. Its really easy, you just need a system.

Edit:I just read your post, 3 months that's really good! I think you should be able to do 6 months also
 
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To be more specific, during summer, I fapped a lot to stuff from r/NormalNudes were it's average girls posting nudes for validation and a few holywood actresses.

Currently, I'm hooked up to a pic of Madchen Amick who has to be the hottest thing I ever saw. The face, her tits, her body, her bush, it's so addicting.
Yeah this is pretty pathetic dude. If you orbit a girl like this for jerking off you deserve to be incel.

Get a grip and look into TRT jfl
 
blackopstruecel

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Dude there are ways to go over 90 days or 100 days. Its really easy, you just need a system.

Edit:I just read your post, 3 months that's really good! I think you should be able to do 6 months also
I could pull it off if I haf motivation
Yeah this is pretty pathetic dude. If you orbit a girl like this for jerking off you deserve to be incel.

Get a grip and look into TRT jfl
How exactly am I orbitting a girl?
 
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Yeah this is pretty pathetic dude. If you orbit a girl like this for jerking off you deserve to be incel.

Get a grip and look into TRT jfl
Swear down that would make him more horny though? TRT is a lifesaver for sooooo many guys though. Anyone over 35/40 should atleast LOOK INTO TRT.
 
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Swear down that would make him more horny though? TRT is a lifesaver for sooooo many guys though. Anyone over 35/40 should atleast LOOK INTO TRT.
Testosterone would help with being an actual man: discipline, assertiveness, and actually getting laid lmao
 
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Testosterone would help with being an actual man: discipline, assertiveness, and actually getting laid lmao
Testosterone made me do stupid things like contending a girl. I have some revelent posts you can check
 
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Porn is deceitful.
It tricks you to think your getting an alpha reward (prime teen pussy) when in reality your just fapping to some guy fucking ur dream girl. Which is the epitome of cucking.
That's why it's so depressing when you realize it subconsciously afterwards.
Get a grip on life!
 
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Porn is deceitful.
It tricks you to think your getting an alpha reward (prime teen pussy) when in reality your just fapping to some guy fucking ur dream girl. Which is the epitome of cucking.
That's why it's so depressing when you realize it subconsciously afterwards.
Get a grip on life!
I fap to softcore stuff though
 
blackopstruecel

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Because you have already degraded your dopamine receptors. They will repair themselves on nofap and that'll give you motivation in the future. Unfortunately it won't do shit to make you motivated to actually engage in nofap tho:feelshmm:!

Doesn't matter if you get aroused by socks and fapping to it it'll still destroy your receptors. Anything that gives you visual sexual pleasure even if you just watch it and don't fap will be bad for you.
I'm so hopeless
 
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NoFap bro you (and by you I mean incels and shit) NEED it!

Everyday, well that's not TOO bad I guess, try and get it to every other day. Baby steps my friend, always the way
 
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i wish i was strong enough to nofap. i just jacked off 10 minutes ago to some interracial porn because I have a bad addiction.

stay strong brothers.
 
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i fap like 3 or 4 times a day its making my dick shrink
 
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When I fap 95% of the time its without porn and its just my mind. Is that like weird or fucked up or someshit? Porn is bad I think, but everyone faps with porn and I do it without.
 
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When I fap 95% of the time its without porn and its just my mind. Is that like weird or fucked up or someshit? Porn is bad I think, but everyone faps with porn and I do it without.
nah sometimes i do that, porn is just too depressing at times
 
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When I fap 95% of the time its without porn and its just my mind. Is that like weird or fucked up or someshit? Porn is bad I think, but everyone faps with porn and I do it without.
It’s better to fap without porn. Porn is cucked depending on what kind you watch.
 
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Yeah this is pretty pathetic dude. If you orbit a girl like this for jerking off you deserve to be incel.

Get a grip and look into TRT jfl
Might seem pathetic but the person who jerks to nudes of average girls won't be as spoiled as the one who jerks it to porn stars who look better than 97% of the women you see on a day to day basis, and incels usually have to settle for whatever they can get anyway if they are lucky enough.
 
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Might seem pathetic but the person who jerks to nudes of average girls won't be as spoiled as the one who jerks it to porn stars who look better than 97% of the women you see on a day to day basis, and incels usually have to settle for whatever they can get anyway if they are lucky enough.
With the estrogen in the water it makes me angry to see flat women around...like how the fuck do women fuck up things that are literally handed to them jfl
 
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With the estrogen in the water it makes me angry to see flat women around...like how the fuck do women fuck up things that are literally handed to them jfl
whats even more fucked is that you could be completely flat, but the worse you will face is maybe some ridicule. Like it the only one who rules flat ass/tits out is above 8 chads and thats a if, cause most of the time theyd just stick with a flatty if she has a somewhat ig worthy face.
 
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Nofap is legit but you have to replace it with other stuff and you can't edge or watch porn.

Go outside, get some hobbies. The problem with degenerate culture isnt the act itself, but that it fries your brain and stops you thinking of anything else.

If you are thinking about sex and its not because you are talking to a pretty girl, you are doing it wrong.
 
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When I fap 95% of the time its without porn and its just my mind. Is that like weird or fucked up or someshit? Porn is bad I think, but everyone faps with porn and I do it without.
My nigga if you seen that person the same day it is a ok but if they are imaginary I have some bad news.
 
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whats even more fucked is that you could be completely flat, but the worse you will face is maybe some ridicule. Like it the only one who rules flat ass/tits out is above 8 chads and thats a if, cause most of the time theyd just stick with a flatty if she has a somewhat ig worthy face.
I agree bro. Sad state of affairs for sure
 
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I fap to softcore stuff though
how? I do more and more degenerate shit everytime i jerk off , i literally can't jerk off to normal porn
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i wish i was strong enough to nofap. i just jacked off 10 minutes ago to some interracial porn because I have a bad addiction.

stay strong brothers.
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With the estrogen in the water it makes me angry to see flat women around...like how the fuck do women fuck up things that are literally handed to them jfl
Is it both estrogen and fluoride? I heard there was atrazine too
And are all governments doing this? What the fug man?
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With the estrogen in the water it makes me angry to see flat women around...like how the fuck do women fuck up things that are literally handed to them jfl
Is it both estrogen and fluoride? I heard there was atrazine too
And are all governments doing this? What the fug man?
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