Feeling really good today

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Did way too much MDMA 2 days ago, which made me just lay in bed all day yesterday. Had 0 energy for nothing, just cuddled up in my blankets, drinking wine.

Listening to this type of music


Today I feel reborn. I have no negative thoughts/emotions anymore. Newfound energy.

MDMA kills depression ngl. Atleast for today.

Do drugs kids
 
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same

starting to ping rn

i feel like a wageslave looking forward to the weekend
 
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Legit new lease on life type of shit.

I am still noticing anxiety, but the anger/sadness/frustration is gone. Like I have new faith everything will be all right, more open to letting feelings/thoughts in


Splendid. Seems like my fault was not doing enough MDMA, not doing too much.
 
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Fuck, this is amazing.
Also contacted the HTB raver girl and set up a new date with her. Although it's not really a priority right now.


I missed out on so fucking much. Years I have been in a downer mode, and I realize how much it cost me now that I am out of it.
Time to fix this shit.
 
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Energy right now is this:

 
Get in, losers. We're ascending.

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I feel this way the day after LSD. In a weeks time my brain is on fire again and my nerves are soaked with coritsol
 
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I feel this way the day after LSD. In a weeks time my brain is on fire again and my nerves are soaked with coritsol
similar here.

usually anxiety returns in 2-3 days and then my mood starts getting worse again. but we'll see.
 
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depression starting to kick back in. The anger and frustration, the hopelessness.

I am reminded again of all the child-abuse of my parents and how I had 0 control over the things they did to me. fuck

i need to relax somehow
 
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I am reminded again of all the child-abuse of my parents and how I had 0 control over the things they did to me. fuck
Imagine being child abused by narcissistic psychopath for 18 years that's me
 
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depression starting to kick back in. The anger and frustration, the hopelessness.

I am reminded again of all the child-abuse of my parents and how I had 0 control over the things they did to me. fuck

i need to relax somehow
Is this the reason of your age preferences in women?
 
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Almost made it cuh
 
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Almost made it cuh
Depression started creeping back into my life, but I did 500mg of MDMA and 2 grams of ketamine yesterday and now it's gone.


I have to keep the demons away with drugs.
 
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Wish I could do more drugs but I have to be an upstanding citizen
 
What drug should I try first?
Something I can do alone cause my friends won’t do drugs
 

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