Abhorrence
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One time I was really sleep deprived I pulled an all nighter for some exam and took some Ritalin and drank shit ton of coffee while studying
in the morning i remember checking r/BlackpillScience and for some reason started questioning reality and shit and experienced something what felt like a panic attack
I remember being scared of jumping off the balcony for some reason eventho i wasnt suicidal
It was a weird feeling I cant describe its like reality stopped making sense and existential terror kicked im
then i fapped and slept it went away but I felt weird for a few days after then back to normal
in the morning i remember checking r/BlackpillScience and for some reason started questioning reality and shit and experienced something what felt like a panic attack
I remember being scared of jumping off the balcony for some reason eventho i wasnt suicidal
It was a weird feeling I cant describe its like reality stopped making sense and existential terror kicked im
then i fapped and slept it went away but I felt weird for a few days after then back to normal